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| Monday, May 31st, 2004 |
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Hey its been awile. I'm feeling better and Justin's comeing to live with us for a bit. :-D yayayayayay started a new comp. and now i gata make up a name so i can anwser phones.... jess got a hamster and named him rj short for ron jeramy. got Selena obssesed with the labyrinth movie....... we started takeing care of all the stray cats in the naighbor. theres cute and they need us or they'll die. one is a mommy with 2 little kitten sooo cute..... ummm demon has learned the grate art of humping exspeacally jessica's blanket hehehehe. I played war with jess she was Germany and I was Canada guess who wooooon Germany is now known a chicken :-D ummm I think thats it for now later song for the momment Three Days Grace - Just Like You I could be mean I could be angry You know I could be just like you I could be fake I could be stupid You know I could be just like you You thought you were sitting beside me Your were only in my way You?re wrong if you think that I?ll be just like you You thought you were there to guide me You were only in my way You?re wrong if you think that I?ll be just like you You thought you were there to guide me You were only in my way You?re wrong if you think that I?ll be just like you I could be cold I could be ruthless You know I could be just like you I could be weak I could be senseless You know I could be just like you You thought you were sitting beside me Your were only in my way You?re wrong if you think that I?ll be just like you You thought you were there to guide me You were only in my way You?re wrong if you think that I?ll be just like you You thought you were there to guide me You were only in my way You?re wrong if you think that I?ll be just like you On my own, cause I can't take liven with you I'm alone, so I won't turn out like you Want me to You thought you were sitting beside me Your were only in my way You?re wrong if you think that I?ll be just like you You thought you were there to guide me You were only in my way You?re wrong if you think that I?ll be just like you You thought you were there to guide me You were only in my way You?re wrong if you think that I?ll be just like you I could be mean I could be angry You know I could be just like you |
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| Tuesday, May 11th, 2004 |
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| I'm sick. gona go to the dr. tomarow hopefully I have a pulse....... my cat went to the vet Onyx Coal Shadow is 4 pounds 1 ounce :-) sent post cards and yea now Im going back to sleep unless some 1 talks to me. | ||||||||
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| Saturday, May 8th, 2004 |
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| well I miss every one. zoe the dog is here. i missed her. she got all beefy but i still think she's pritty :-) im saveing up $ for ozz fest i got 200 but i gata spend alittle for hair dye and stuff i should have enuff. im gona have to skip mike's party cuz selena's is on the same day :-( zoe wants to kid nap me after selena's party and ditch jackie with the sleep over. i wouldnt mind it. boot boy want to see me too and was bumed out we might not make it. I think I might have found some one that I could have a decent relationship with but I doubt it would even work out. well gata bail later. | ||||||||
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| Monday, May 3rd, 2004 |
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| I'm back mother fuckers hahahahaha *flips every one off :-D * j/k | ||||||||
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| Tuesday, March 30th, 2004 |
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Rush Visited yayayayayay I missed him. I helped him make his 1st snow man :-) and took him to the beach. I walked in the casino with a lit smoke. he started freaking out. i like dude its navada. hehehehehe he said he found jesus hehe. he loves Coal. umm what else. selena's trying to start drama she said i screamed in her ear i was in my room and was in the liveing room hmmmmmm just doesnt add up does it. jackie has 5 shows tonight...... ahhhh were moveing out soon. Im gona start packing tomarow the stuff i dont need. jackies gona wait till fri. 17 days till 21 god please no. we got a toy for demon its this monkey but when demon bites on it it screams for dear life mwhahah. A man is not a man untill he stands up for what he needs and what he wants. Song of the week Killswitch Engage - Last Saranade This revelation is the death of ignorance tangled in a state of suffocation slave to self righteousness damnation is on your lips from sorrow to serenity, the truth is absolution from sorrow to serenity, it's on your head this is my last serenade I feel you as you fall away this is my last serenade from yourself you can't run away it's your choice, point the finger but it's on your head your destination is a choice within yourself will you rise or become a slave to self righteousness open up your heart and gaze within from sorrow to serenity, the truth is absolution from sorrow to serenity, it's on your head this is my last serenade I feel you as you fall away this is my last serenade from yourself you can't run away |
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| Monday, March 22nd, 2004 |
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Went to the beach today................got burnt. umm yea why is the sky blue and not purple? how come im not a blackman? why r my feet always cold? how come on bathroom signs the girl chich looks like she's always wareing a coctail dress? why doesnt she have hair?? why doesnt he have hair? r they skin heads?? one sign says no shirt no shoes no service..... there not wareing shoe's whats that about?? y dont they have necks? justins comeing yayayayay |
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| Sunday, March 21st, 2004 |
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well, lets see I got a kitten his full name is Onyx "Coal" Reznor. he eats anything! started talking to my cosin again.......... he wants to "stalk me" *banjo's playen* he looks like my mom Justin might not come up for spring break :-( we all offered to buy his ticket but noooo plus he could work it off by bounceing but noooooooooooooooooooooo im not even close to finishing his x-mas present :-( I got my addaptor as so many have u know by now........ then his pc exploded. what a month next month its gona be worse im gona be 21 and im trying to squel out of it. I dont wana!!!!! its old to me. I can do it now if i wanted to. whats the point oh and BAM IS HOT!!!!! WANT TO TOUCH THE HINEY!!!!! hehe a couple of days ago 2 wolves came up to me. it was cool. we found a home for lucy. I miss her every time I yell at demon (our new dog) I accedently say lucy. were moveing in our new place soon and we have decided were not geting rid of her chair were gona put it in our room. our place is huge. out closet is the whole wall and our bathroom has 2 doors and a big fucken shower. we also have a bar jessica would like to mention. also we have a small fenced area so when demon is bad im sticking him in there!!!!!!!!!!! coal's potty trained for the most part. but when demon shits jackie tries to blame coal. that cat cant make shits that fucken big! he's 8 weeks old people! question of the week Why did god give us butt cheeks? |
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| Thursday, February 19th, 2004 |
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| I have moved to south lake tahoe me happy I got 2 jobs and free room board and food. Rush wants to come up for spring break im soo happy its like my b-day present we got a puppy we named her lucy and theres just so much to talk about I made my 1st snow man and pelted jessica with snow balls the 1st night we got here. we have decided to put x-mas lights in our bathroom wana know y???? CUZ WE CAN!!!! hehe we put our posters every where slipknot and a calender in the bathroom not the carebears one its by mt x-mass tree!!!!!. Im gona get my addaptor soon I just gata save it up and tell no one about it. well I should go now fare the well hope I write more soon | ||||||||
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| Friday, January 16th, 2004 |
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looking http://www.rentnet.com/apartments/fyp/search/brochure/floorplan.jhtml?cPointer=13&pid=22967&fid=507513 http://www.rentnet.com/apartments/fyp/search/matchlist.jhtml i hate this computer !!!!!!!!! i put shit up here and where is it probibly up my ass!!!! god dame it now i got no time errrrrrrrrrrrrr |
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| Wednesday, January 14th, 2004 |
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ummmm in the prosess of geting my hair braided. ahhh waiting for my sis to come home from the hospitol and finish it........ might watch under world again and drull over the clothes........ I spoke to god on my way home, I told him my answrs i told him my dreams, all i got was his answering machine ~~~Firsts~~~ First best friend: Rush First real memory of something: ummmmmmmmmmmm not gona tell you First car: 1974 blue ford ltd First date: don't ask it ended up being with my cosin First real kiss: @jessica's house with ahhhh I can't remember his name this skater guy who I always wanted to kick his ass First job: for my mom at the 7-11 First screen name: dj_jinx_1983 First self purchased album: hehehehehe soul asylum - grave digers dance First pets: honey really my moms but when he dies i got pritty kittie First piercing/tattoo: ears First enemy: Matt Banbuerry ohhhhhhhhh I hate that mother fucker roar First big trip: ummm arizona First musician you remember hearing in your house: I remember alot of oldies like the ronnettes and the temptaions and stuff like that ~~~Lasts~~~ Last big car ride: visited my grandam a few years ago Last good cry: Last good cry? *shrugs* Last library book checked out: ged for dummies Last beverage drank: Apple juice Last food consumed: rits Last crush: hahahahahahahaha if i told i would have to kill you Last phone call: jessica Last time showered: last night Last shoes worn: my fake converse Last cd played: Johnny Cash Last annoyance: This quiz Last disappointment: waiting for my sis to finish my fair Last time scolded: rush!!!!! :-| Last shirt worn: black fish net with red tank over Last website visited: www.greenday.net DESCRIBE YOUR... wallet: its black and purple cheakerd with badz maroo on it. some duck tape cause its falling apart. hot topics card, library card. pic of rush with dreds, one of salena and sianna. and its got the ticket stub to green day's show on lets see aug. 5th 2001 underwear: my black & purple thong that matched my bra hair: right now ha! its half done with black red and bergendy brades shoved into a beanie with some of the hair out the side. I. YOUR FIRST KISS a. How old were you?: 13 b. Where did it happen?: Jessica's bedroom. c. When did it happen?: after I threw waterballoons at his ass haha d. Who initiated the kiss?: He did e. Was there a second kiss with that same person later?: fuck no *this or that* [boxers or briefs?] I got boxers but ware them rarely [plaid or striped?] Plaid!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! [scream or scream2 or scream3?] never saw them and I could probibly tell u who did it [ska or punk?] both [salt or pepper?] pepper [okay, ok, or o.k.?] mmmm sure [bright colors or dark colors?] dark, [tic-tacs or certs?] gum [rain or snow?] I like both [sun or moon?] moon! sun sucks [silver or gold?] Silver [silk, cotton, or flannel sheets?] Flannel [preps or freaks?] I am a freak [popcorn-with or w/out butter?] mmmmmmmmm butter [ketchup, mayo, mustard, or relish?] all [shampoo+conditioner in one or separate?] Separate (leave in condisionsor If i dont I look like something from a crotch rock band from the 80's *if you were _______, what would you be?* [an animal] a leperd [a fruit] strawberry [a vegetable] coma [a color] Red [a bug] ahhhh firefly *short answer* [are you smart?] no [do you like onions?] Yes. [what instruments can you play?] learning guitar [what words do you overuse?] "that basterd" and You sexxy beatch" [do you like to finger-paint?] only if i fling it everywhere [do you sleep with socks on?] they always fall off wile sleeping and thatshow i lose them my bed eats socks [are you ticklish?] no *looks around and whissles* [are you shy?] sometimes [do you talk to yourself?] yup [is your house 1, 2, or 3 stories] 1 [do you have a basement or an attic?] i think so [did you go to preschool?] no [are you a morning person?] no ENDING TIME: 6:55 pm http://www.gothbandphotos.com/prettygothic/lightening/ |
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| Tuesday, January 13th, 2004 |
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http://www.livejournal.com/community/gothmakeuptips/ Gata baby sit salena sat........... yay :-( If i dont get my brades back soon im gona chop my hair off!!!!!!!! like this http://www.livejournal.com/community/gothmakeuptips/419045.html#cutid1 http://www.vamp.org/Gothic/clublist.html www.pittgoth.com http://www.vamp.org/Gothic/Club/140.html http://ceremony.pghgoth.com <<<<<<<<<<<<<<< Jessica go here yayayayaya lets move already!!!!! Kidnap me and take me there!!!!!! yayayayaya http://www.mymusicjob.com/ <<<<<< Justin might be up ur ally |
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| Monday, January 12th, 2004 |
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I fucking hate this thing took me 10 to type something that was actualy good and it didnt save piece of shit!!!! ......... Around 12 Rush cme over and started talking and it led to time going off about how I never apologize....Bull shit!!. I can name 3 times. Once was on halloween in Denny in frount of Kristen and her mom. 2nd was around x-mas I didnt hear what he said and I commented on it and he got butt hurt. 3rd was on new years for my room mate actions....... after he said that I always have to be right. HA! He' has been right countless times and I have learned alot from him and im thankfull for that and I have been working on that but jesus christ im only one person! my self! wich isnt to good lets be honest. I just hate the attitude he gives that I should kiss his ass and that I have to pick my words with him so I don't hurt him thats the last thing in my life I ever want to do... I know i'm stuborn I get that from my rents...... so I came up with a compramise. I know I shouldnt but here it goes. I'll shut up about certent things if he stops makeing me feel like shit and bringing me down cause Im sick of appologizeing and no one understands it. My mom taught me u can tell a true friend if they apologize when they do something wrong or hurtfull. I dont know if I'm just pmsing or if im being too sensative but I hope its just a phase..... Starting to get my dreams back......saw mom. yea she wasn't too happy with me.........There starting to show me things that need to be seen and things that need to be said by other people..................... !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Saxton Christopher Born Sunday. Janurary 11th, 2004 5 pounds 12 ounces 18 inces @ 11:52 am water broke around 8:30 am Strawberry blonde "HUNG!" - Zoe Mommy and baby doing fine |
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| Saturday, January 10th, 2004 |
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 If i was a serial killer i would be Ed Gein .The Original Leather face. Ed gein, started out as a grave robber, robbing graves for the remains of women around the age of 50 and using the bits and pieces that he found to furnish his house. Eventually moving up to living subjects Ed would go on to kill 3 local women whom he would decapitate, skin and leave on meat hooks in his basement. He later went on to confess that he would fashion masks and vests out of the skin of the women he had killed, even going as far as cooking and eating their hearts. Ed believed that he had to do these killings because his dead mother told him to. Silence of the lambs, Psycho and The Texas Chainsaw Massacre are just some of the many movies that have been inspired by the life of Ed Gein. Kill Count: 3 Find what serial killer you would be, Take the Serial Killer Quiz now!
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| Friday, January 9th, 2004 |
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ahhhhhh sleep. love that shit!!! rush came over and we talked made me feel better........... kicked his ass at uno :-) oh jess if u read this cheak out Ill Nino - Cleansing. got tribal in it and a great song. ummmmmm rush got me a carebears calender and a gift card for gothic k-mart (hot topics) got me some french whore stockings and a sprite doll from rainbow bright. Im almost done makeing jessica's tape of "local bands" (I dont care if slipknot isnt local its a must ass nugget) ummmm. probibly gona visit maria tonight. yayayaya. thants basicly it later. Song for the moment Ill Nino - Cleansing From guilt to dust You think that I don't want to hate you I know that I never did like you This is not another passing phrase But I can see your face But when shit will finally break me Persistent in trying to get me El fuego que quema adentro Gets to my head Stay away I never want to see your face Forget my name There's nothing you can do or say Stay away I never want to see your face Forget my name There's nothing you can do or say You think that you're so much like me But you will not ever remind me Of everything that I cannot embrace But I can see your face I'm trying not to remember I'm trying not to point the finger El fuego que quemo adentro Gets to my head Stay away I never want to see your face Forget my name There's nothing you can do or say Stay away I never want to see your face Forget my name There's nothing you can do or say I think I kind of hate you I never really liked you I think I kind of hate you I never really liked you This is not a passing phrase I think I kind of hate you I never really liked you I think I kind of hate you I never really liked you This is not a passing phrase Stay away I never want to see your face Forget my name There's nothing you can do or say Stay away I never want to see your face Forget my name There's nothing you can do or say |
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| Tuesday, January 6th, 2004 |
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| i have been depressed for the last month now and people dont really read this thing so they think im all happy and flowers and puppys. this depresion has gotin worse. I find my self crying when i lay down to sleep and I dont really notice it untill my pillow is soping wet. I think about suicide more and how easy it would be. I have figured out i am nothing and I wont acheve my dreams that i want in my life. I will become nothing in my life time. im dead skin........ | ||||||||
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| i have been depressed for the last month now and people dont really read this thing so they think im all happy and flowers and puppys. this depresion has gotin worse. I find my self crying when i lay down to sleep and I dont really notice it untill my pillow is soping wet. I think about suicide more and how easy it would be. I have figured out i am nothing and I wont acheve my dreams that i want in my life. I will become nothing in my life time. im dead skin........ | ||||||||
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| Tuesday, December 30th, 2003 |
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 ***Amy!!!*** You got Amy!!!!!!!! This means you are descrete and hardcore! Congrats!!!!! YOU ARE A TRASH CAN!! I KNEW IT!! BUT YOU ARE DENYING IT!! WHY BILL WHY!!?? YOU ARE BILL THE TRASH CAN!! AND YOU RULE THE WORLD WITH A TOILET BOWL BRUSH!!! ARE YOU A TRASH CAN???? (PICS!) brought to you by Quizilla oh no u found out my horabul secret Wallflowers - Closer To You how soft a whisper can get when you're walking through a crowded space i hear every word being said i remember that everyday i get a little bit closer to you how long an hour can take when your staring into open space when i feel im slipping further away i remember that every day i get a little bit closer to you these are the days that i won't get back i won't hear you cry or hear you laugh when it's quiet and i don't hear a thing i can always hear you breathe you know there is no where else i wanted to be then be there when you needed me im sorry too but don't give up on me just remember that when you were asleep i got a little bit closer to you you know there's nowhere else i wanted to be then be there when you needed me im sorry too but don't give up on me just remember that when you were asleep i got a little bit closer to you Kill Switch Engage - When Darkness Falls as you walk the path of least resistance is it that simple as you claim it to be cut out your tounge your eyes your lies they do decieve you your tounge your eyes your lies they do decieve you i stand firm in my solidarity the path i walk (the path i walk) i walk in with my own resolve when darkness falls (when darkness falls) we are reborn a dream since the fall of man we are reborn but the lives are not yet depleted we are the whole save us of all with not just words let resolution be our voice i stand firm in my solidarity the path i walk (the path i walk) i walk in with my own resolve when darkness falls (when darkness falls) we are reborn a dream since the fall of man we are reborn we are the remnant we the remnant will save us of all we are the faithful we the faithful will save us of all save us of all when darkness falls (when darkness falls) we are reborn a dream since the fall of man we are reborn when darkness falls (when darkness falls) we are reborn a dream since the fall fo man we are reborn |
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| Monday, December 29th, 2003 |
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I'm not happy with any one right now. not even rush and thats bad. its like he targets me for my problums now and hunts them down. jessica ........... well lets not go there....... my sister ha!. im just gona lay in my room for a wile and rot and thing of shit. this week end I cleaned out all of the garage and no salt & pepper shakers!!!! like i told the bitch. I did how ever found new shit to sell for a yard sale and made room to hide from my room mate when she's drunk or high. I just dont like her she doesnt do anything productive and when I make her look slow and not doing anything to help the house she gets pissed and wants to kick me out. fuck her. did she even step one foot out side her room when I was doing this no. she's gona start shit tonight because I did what I said I would do. ohhh haha speaken of da bitch. justin drops me off at home from hot topics thanx again by the way. I get inside and she asked where he was going for the week end. I said over to his girl friends and she gets flustered and was bitchy and says "arnt to jelous?" "no im not, im happy for him and I hope it works out. hopefully he could be happy with her." and is exactly how i feel and she stared at me like huh? i just think its funny. I cant stand the bitch. and i scare her. I fot fish nets and im gona look like a whore tomarow just for her gona do my goth make up its gona be wonderfull. Song for the moment Pink Floyd - Welcome to the Machine Welcome my son, welcome to the machine. Where have you been? It's alright we know where you've been. You've been in the pipeline, filling in time, provided with toys and 'Scouting for Boys'. You bought a guitar to punish your ma, And you didn't like school, and you know you're nobody's fool, So welcome to the machine. Welcome my son, welcome to the machine. What did you dream? It's alright we told you what to dream. You dreamed of a big star, he played a mean guitar, He always ate in the Steak Bar. He loved to drive in his Jaguar. So welcome to the machine.  Stormy Which Rainbow Brite Color Kid Are You? brought to you by Quizilla haha she's my fav too :-P |
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| Friday, December 26th, 2003 |
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devious.
sick.
complacent.
flirty.
tired.
anxious.
bouncy.
aggravated.
disappointed.