Saturday, July 4th, 2009
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7:08 pm - Just few days ago...
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- One morning, my mom asked who step on her leg while she was asleep. Apparently, everyone was dead asleep XD
- I dreamt that I went to attend Regine performance. The location seem like a school hall. Then for unknown reason, I went around searching for Regine. I came to a window. It feel like a classroom. I saw a girl daydreaming at the desk. Just not far from her was another girl. She was spooky. She was standing straight up in a corner, head down with her dark-dark hair cover her face. Then for unknown reason again, I whisper "Regine... Regine..." and that spooky girl look up slowly. I freak out and so I ran XD
current mood:  relaxed
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Wednesday, April 22nd, 2009
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9:46 pm - Nothing happens for nothing
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There is a pattern to everything
Every cause and every reason
There is a set of characteristic too
I often wonder how to sit, stand, walk and behave properly like most others
It is not about trying to be somebody
I am talking about confidence
I think I need to burn more
Burn till I don't need my brain
Just the heart and soul to perform for me
... to destroy everything
current mood:  okay
current music: Nine Inch Nail - The Great Destroyer
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Friday, April 17th, 2009
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2:15 am - Problemo Is Me
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I realise the pattern again and again
Its unfair... but heck
Thats the logic of life
Hmm...
Maybe its my problemo
Yeeah~ My problemo
Life itself is actually innocent
Do I need to wake up?
Hmm... I doubt thats how...
I understand very well wassup
I just need more energy
The energy thats enough to destroy everything
Including myself
5...
4...
3...
2...
1...
Buzz....
current mood:  lazy
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Monday, April 13th, 2009
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10:36 pm - What goes up... Must come down...
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Burn my shell
Resonate my ghost
Hear me screams
Watch me spins
There are no clouds in the blue heavens
So keep falling... Keep falling... Keep falling...
It is so much better when we don't need to care
Just keep breathing... keep breathing... keep breathing...
current mood: lazy
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Sunday, April 12th, 2009
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9:17 am - The important of trivial...
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Saturday, April 4th, 2009
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1:27 am - Her life that chained me and lock me away
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I saw her crying so badly while I stepped in
I asked her what's wrong
She said she's just very tired and sick of life
Nobody understand her
Everybody abandon her
That's simply how someone who have been literally isolated from the outside world feels
General peoples may think problem lies within her
She ought to help herself
Yeah indeed
But I know she just can't help it
She is very sick
She often pissed me off though
Everytime she ask 'where are my friends?'
There will be some kind of sadness creeps in me
Sometime I'd think if she have enough courage, she'd already end herself by now
current mood: lazy
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Thursday, April 2nd, 2009
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11:40 pm - I thought I already have my freedom
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I enjoy holding no expectation
Its a form of freedom to me
But I am just a human after all
Expectation is inevitable
Relatively, disappointment get the chances
A lot of things are inevitable
Cos I am just a human
Set me free
Otherwise lock me away or bury me alive
Muchas gracias
current mood: lazy
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Friday, March 27th, 2009
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9:37 pm - I supposed to do this in FB, but neheheh...
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Clothing Personality
Instructions:
1. Open this website : http://www.quizbox.com/personality/test102.aspx
2. Take the Personality Quiz (it's VERY short and easy, really)
3. Copy Paste the result to Facebook.
4. Tag your friends including me =)
What others see from your style :
You tend to be a gentle and pleasant person. You love nature and at least some of the arts, and derive great satisfaction from being helpful. You are stubborn and are not interested in wealth and power.
What your nightclothes reveal :
You are friendly and always in good mood. You are candid and helpful, and can be sexy at times too.
What others see from your ties :
You enjoy being alone. You like to life the simple but good life, and you cherish your freedom. You are thoughtful, confident and uninterested in glamour.
What others see from your belts :
You don't like to show your feelings. Normally, you are gentle and friendly, but you don't like socializing. It can be difficult to get to know you well, and you probably only have a few close friends.
What others see from your shoes :
You're very young at heart. You regard freedom highly and don't like to be controlled by a set of rules. You don't like conflict, will compromise wherever possible, and are hardworking people. Occasionally you can become vulnerable when having to face problems, especially emotional ones.
What others see from your earrings :
You are probably an independent and strong-willed person. Fairness is important to you, and you always stand up for what you believe in. You are friendly and get along well with people.
The last analysis :
You are probably a romantic and passionate person. You are sensitive and lonely when you aren't in love. You can be somewhat self-centered, but you are honest and sincere to others. You like to make a good impression of
yourself and worry about what others think of you.
P / S : It never say I am yandao or not lei, sadded... =P
current mood:  crappy
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Saturday, March 7th, 2009
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2:57 pm - boohoohoo . . .
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I dont know if i am crazy
But all the pain and the heartache you gave me
That only made me wanna get back with you
You held her hand the way you held mine
You felt her the way you felt mine
All the fight we went through
See? I am already use to it
- as printed on a tee that I need to give up...
current mood:  disappointed
current music: Boom Boom Satellites - Ghost And Shell
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Wednesday, March 4th, 2009
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9:22 am - Weird dream . . .
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I came to a shop and selected a few items
Pencil was the only item I remember
I was at somewhere else before that
But I can't remember anymore detail
There was an elderly lady in the shop
Sometime disappear into a room
Sometime popping around
Apparently she was the shopkeeper
I was at the counter expect her to serve me
She kind of ignore me until I voice up
She later introduced me some nice shoes at very low price
I was very delighted and happily browsing
Wello...
I never manage to decide any shoes before I woke up
Thats how that weird dream ended
Haha...
current mood: crappy
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thoughtful