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[ !!Wednesday 04.28.04%% 12hhmin. ]
I'm only posting on here for people who can't see my LJ can see why my boyfriend looks like. His name's Josh + I say he's super sexy.

Pictures of sexyness )
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[ !!Monday 03.22.04%% 12hhmin. ]
[ mood | blank ]

I don't think I'm gonna use my blurty much anymore. Blurty's really been sucking some ass these days. It's being all slow + stupid. I didn't keep up with my community. Actually, I just kinda forgot about it, + it's basically dead now. Maybe I'll start a new one up on LJ, I don't know. We'll see. Only reason I didn't get much done with the last one was being stuck in Snowden for that time, then being in + out of there during the day, plus having school, yadda yadda. So whatever. I'll be putting all my stuff on LJ from now on probably. Might come back here every once in a while. We'll see.

Yea, whoever the hell studiosixtynine is, they seriously need to fucking grow up + get a life. Who cares if the community's dead, lots of communities die, durh. Geez. And no, I'm not leaving Blurty because of dumbass people like them. They're everywhere anyways, can't avoid them. Fucking immature bastards. =)

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Arielle

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[ !!Friday 03.19.04%% 12hhmin. ]
[ mood | chipper ]

Blurty's a real butt. I mean, it's so slow + like, it keeps saying there's errors on every other page. Pssh. Maybe I'll just start using LJ overall...maybe. We'll see. Anyways, I dyed my hair. I did the red today. I wuuuuv it so much. It's awesome. You can't the blonde like you could before but its there + it looks good with the red. Anyways, it looks great. I actually did a good job, hah. I have some pictures on my lj of it + then one of my car too. Go see it...now. If you can't see my LJ...well...either ask me + maybe I'll let you...or...skit.

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Arielle

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[ !!Thursday 03.18.04%% 12hhmin. ]
Go to my livejournal + see some pretty-full pictures. I added another icon on there too.

And I added some on here as well. Woot.

And I got a pretty friends only banner on lj too. Yay.

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Arielle
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[ !!Thursday 03.18.04%% 12hhmin. ]
I just dyed the blonde in my hair. It barely showed up. I mean, you can see the blonde by the roots, but its not like, streaks down my hair. Pssh. Oh well. I'm more caring about the red. I am going to do that tomorrow + I think I'm gonna have mom do that. It'll be easier because she knows more what she's doing. Hah. I've never dyed my own hair except for that semi-permanent three streaks thing or the tips. But yea, this is kinda different I guess. Anyways, I hope it looks cool.

I don't know what I'm doing today but I can probably guess that it's nothing. I tried calling Allison but nobody's home. I don't really know what to say either. I finally found where I get the pictures that I take on my digital camera last night but then I tried to save them + like, they weren't there. I don't know why. Pssh. I'm gonna take some pictures of my car + show 'em. Heh.

Um...I might go see The Passion tomorrow with mom. She wants to see it. I was mad at her + Nene last night though. First off, the other night when we went to Nene's, me + Nene were talking about stuff. She was like, would you go to church with Cathy? I'm like no, I don't want to go to church. And she's all like why. I'm like, because I don't. I might not believe the same things they do. She's like, do you believe in god, I'm like, yea. She's like, do you believe in Jesus, I'm like, no. She got all upset + stuff + said that I was wrong. That pissed me off a lot. I was like, it might be wrong to you. And she's like, your mom + I wouldn't teach you things if they were wrong or something like that. I'm like, well that's what you think is right, I'm allowed to have my opinion of things. That ended there. And okay, before when I talked to Nene, like, before that, she had said that we can talk + whatever + she won't tell mom. Okay, well last night I was fussing with mom about the internet + stuff. She's like, I don't want you going to all these sites you're not supposed to. I'm like, like what? She's like, like no Jesus sites. I'm like WHAT I have never been to a single site like that. Don't assume things. She's like, I'm your mother, I can assume whatever I want. I was like, even if you're wrong? She was all going on about the internet though + it was just seriously pissing me off. But see, the only way she could know about how I feel that way is if NENE TOLD HER. Geez.

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Arielle
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[ !!Wednesday 03.17.04%% 12hhmin. ]
[ mood | cold ]

I'm wearing green today.

So I went to my psychiatrist for the first time today. It was okay, he was nice. He agreed on the homebound thing so that's what I'm doing for the rest of the year. Betsy's gonna be angry. Haha. We drove my car there + stuff. I wuv my car. Wee. Afterwards, we went to Target to get mom's presciption for her allergy medicine filled. We just dropped it off though. Then we went to Ruby Tuesday's + ate dinner. I had my smokehouse burger. It was good. We went back to Target to pick up the medicine then. I got hair dye. I'm going to put blonde + red highlights in it. I can't wait for that, it'll be so pretty. Anyways, I got the latest Coheed + Cambria CD too. It was only like, $11. Woo. We went home + I went to Allison's for a while. I had a St. Patrick's Day cupcake + it was nummy. We sat around + talked for a while + then she had to go to church. I came home + uh got online! Wee...

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Arielle

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[ !!Wednesday 03.17.04%% 12hhmin. ]
Eep eep. Yea. So I think I'm going to do home school the rest of the year. Since I'm so far behind you know. Yea. My mom called guidance yesterday + asked + they said if I got a note from my psychiatrist then they had to send out a homebound teacher for free, if not, then mom would have to pay. So I guess we'll see. I go to the new psychiatrist today at 3:30. It's almost 2:30 now + mom should be leaving work soon. I'm talking to Carly + Julie right now. Oh wait, Julie just signed off...she probably will come back. Maybe. Ribbit. Um..I don't know what else to say. Nothing really exciting has happened. I went to Allison's yesterday for like an hour. We went to Nene's last night to pick up Eva since mom worked late. I just sneezed. Amazing, huh? Um...I was up until three am last night talking to the hot guy off facethejury that kinda looks like JC in one picture. Yay, Julie's back. I really have nothing to say. Green lime tea from Snapple is good. Yum yum. I had a yummy salad + apples + caramal sauce from Wawa last night. It was good. I saw my English teacher, Mr Volasko at Wawa last night. Mom was like, who's that? I'm like, my English teacher. She's like, I wish I had teachers like that. I'm like EW MOM. He's like NOT hot. Geez. Meep.

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Arielle
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[ !!Monday 03.15.04%% 12hhmin. ]
I'm feeling awfully lazy right now. This is gonna be a half-ass entry.

Today was my last day in partial.
I almost cried while I was there.
It was a good last day I suppose.
They doubled my Welbutrin.
Papa picked me up + got me Taco Bell.
I went to Allison's + laughed about a lot of stupid stuff.
I went to dinner with mom to Logan's.
I kept almost crying.
I talked to her about home schooling for the rest of the year.
We picked up Eva from Tiffany's.
We came home.
I broke up with Sean.
Mom said I could stay home tomorrow + she'd call guidance.
I feel relieved both those last two things.
Yea.
I updated my LJ.
Yay.

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Arielle
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[ !!Sunday 03.14.04%% 12hhmin. ]
Yea I haven't gotten to update this in a couple days.

I went to school on Friday for the half day. Everybody was like, gasp, you're back. I'm like, yea, but not on Monday. Blargh. It was okay. I got to see my friends + stuff. I was like super tired though + I slept when I got to Betsy's because she was at some band thing until like two anyways. Then we just hung around + were stupid like always. Not a very exciting day. Betsy came home with me because her mom + dad had to go somewhere so she was at my house until like, 10:30. I showed her a picture of Sean + we talked to him a little bit. We didn't do a whole lot. We got to have Taco Bell for dinner + I had my nice, yummy tacos with nacho cheese. Yum.

On Saturday, I got up around noon + my day already sucked. I asked mom about going to the mall so I could watch Carly in the fashion show thing + she was all pissy + crap. Wasn't fun + I was crying + stuff. She was all like, take your medicine now + stuff. So I did but that didn't help at all the whole day. I went to the mall + saw the show, then I walked around the mall with Carly + her sister. We went to Wendy's for lunch + then we went back to her house for a while. Her house is nice, I really like their living room. Um..we left around seven to go to the movies to see Sean. When we got there, he was already there + I gave him a hug + I got my first kiss on the lips. I don't know why I'm not excited about it. We walked around a little bit until it was time for the movies. We went in around 7:45 + there were like, practically no seats. Luckily we found three together. We saw Starsky + Hutch. It was a funny movie, pretty good. Afterwards, it ended at like 9:45 + we were all being picked up around ten. My mom got there, like, right on the dot. Sean kept taking a lot of pictures with his cheap Rite Aid camera, hah. I was like, ahhh, I don't like pictures. When mom got there, I got another hug + a kiss + he kissed me a few times on my neck too. Then I went home. Well, I got Wendy's on the way home because I was hungry. My stomach + head hurt so when I got home, I ate, watched about an hour of TV, + went to bed. It was only like, midnight. That's early for me on a weekend.

Today I had a good breakfast. I had eggs, bacon, ham + biscuits. Mm. Not much has happened so far. I saw that I got a package from Devin with the three CDs she burned for me + three letters. Yay, she's awesome. The CDs are New Found Glory - A New Found Glory, Billy Talent, + The Darkness. Woohoo. THANKS DEVIN!!

I'm going to go to Cathy's when church ends. Mom is going to go to work or whatever + Eva + I are going to Cathy's while she works. I don't have to, but I was like, eh, what the hell, why not. So yea.

Yesterday I was having a good time with Carly + Sean + stuff but like, I felt so depressed, it wasn't even funny. I just felt so down. I just wanted to kill myself. I mean, before, I used to say I live because I have my friends. That's not even enough. Sean makes me happy but yet, if this makes any sense, I'm not happy. Nothing seems worth anything anymore. It's just so...I don't know, undescribable. I was pretty okay today until I wrote this + just remembering my day yesterday made me crappy. I just took my medicine though so hopefully that'll help. It better start working soon or there'll be some holes in my head + they won't be piercings. It'll take a little bit to get into my system of whatever. I guess the Lexapro was helping a little.

I get to go back to Snowden tomorrow. I heard we got two new people on Friday + that one of them is annoying. Oh joy. Priscilla is creepy. Yes.

Um..yea. I'm going to drink my chocolate milk + listen to Coheed + Cambria for a while.

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Arielle
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[ !!Thursday 03.11.04%% 12hhmin. ]
[ mood | good ]
[ music | Rancid - Fall Back Down ]

Today was pretty good. We got two new people, a guy + a girl. The girl's like, super annoying though. The guy doesn't talk much. Um, the new girl, her name is Juliana, she's like, getting along well with the girl who came yesterday, Tina, who's also very annoying. Geez, makes me glad to be leaving. That weird Priscilla girl is getting all antsy now too. She's like, excuse me, shut up. I'm like, mrow, geez. Whatever. Everybody's all trying to be like Carly + I since we're super cool. ;) No, but like, both of us have our belly buttons pierced + stuff, + today Priscilla took a blue marker + drew a little dot below her belly button. That's gay. I liked the outfit I wore today, it was awesome. I wore my big green fishnets, my big buckley boots, pink + green plaid skirt, black corset top, + pink + black jacket.

Anyways, I got to go to the mall today with Sean + Carly. Yay. =) It was good to see Sean because I hadn't seen him since his last day, which was last Thursday. That's a week. Wow, I can count. Anyways, yea. It was kinda weird at first. Like, I was sitting there by myself for a while, waiting for them to come + this icky guy with a mullet kept walking by + looking at me. I'm like, ahh skit. But then Carly got there first. We went into Hot Topic cause she wanted to exchange some belt but since she didn't have the receipt or even any tags on it still, they couldn't do it. So that pissed her off, but then her boyfriend called. He was all like, asking her if she had cheated on him because one of his cell mates said she did. So she was all upset about that + stuff. Well, then Sean came + gave me a hug + stuff after she had hung up. We were sitting there a little bit + she called him back + she just got up + walked away. We're like, uhh. We walked around a little while + looked for her but we didn't see her. We went to Guitar Center so he could buy strings + then we came out + we finally saw her + stuff. She was talking to Colton on the phone then. We're like, pff. We walked around for a while, really doing nothing...just walking. We held hands. =) In Spencers, there was this wallet thing (I think that's what it was) + it said Sexy on it + he was like, you should get that since you're sexy. =p We went to FYE + one of the pretty guys were working there. We were looking at CDs + movies + stuff. We were looking at like, concert videos + stuff + I was messing around + being like, oh you know you like Madonna + stuff + he was like, no I like you. Hehe. I was like, but I'm not a good singer + he's like sure you are + I was like, what if I sucked + he was like, you'd still be good in my eyes. Hehe. Carly had to pee so she went to Chick-fil-a, + then she called me on my cell + said she was gonna leave so if we wanted to come say bye, then she was at this place. We walked there + then we saw Nikki! Carly's friends with her + she was the one girl who was in inpatient with me. I was like NIKKI! lol I gave her a hug + stuff. We talked to her for a few minutes. Then they Nikki + her boyfriend went somewhere for a little bit + then they were coming back to take Carly home. Sean + I had to go at six. While we were waiting for Nikki to get back, we were sitting on the bench. My mom called at like, ten til six + told me to come out. I'm like, nooo. =( So she was outside of JCPenney's so we started walking there. When we were almost there, he was saying how he was gonna miss me + stuff + how I made him so happy. He was like, can I kiss you + I was like, if you want. And he kissed me on the cheek. We walked outside + I had them meet my mom so she'd know them when we went to the movies this weekend. When I left, I got another hug from Sean + he kissed me again on my cheek. Hehe. My mom was saying that she hadn't pictured him like he looked + stuff. I was like yea. lol

So I guess that's the most of it. I'm so happy having Sean as my boyfriend. I have to go back to school tomorrow but it's only a half day so it relieves me so much. I'll get to see my friends + stuff + tell them about Sean. =) Betsy won't be there very long because she has to go to some band thing. Oh well. She'll be home around two or something I think. I know Betsy told Aryn about me having a boyfriend + Elizabeth heard too. I don't know if anybody else knows. For some reason I want to tell Billy. I don't know why I ever still want to talk to him anymore. I guess he's more of my friend now. Anyways, yea, so I'm going to get the number from Betsy's mom for the community center where I'm going to have my birthday party. Yay. I can't wait. It's only a little less than a month away!

I got this letter this in the mail yesterday about this art program over the summer. It's in Brooklyn + they have a fashion design course! I really am considering applying. It's like, pre-college or something for sophomores, juniors, + graduating seniors. It's over the summer in July I think + it's like a month long. It's really expensive + you can apply for a scholarship to go just like real college. It's like, about 1800 dollars.

I hate this song. It's on TV. Don't know what I'm talking about? Look at current music.

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Arielle

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