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[09 Jun 2008|12:55pm] |
I often find myself wondering if this hurt is ever going to go away completely. I don't think it is, and that makes it worse, somehow. I know that I'm happy now, but it's always underlying. I wonder if I had done things differently, what would have happened. But then I realize that I've been making such good choices in the past few years that my life would be completely different. I like the fact that I'm working to have a happy, successful future in something that I love, and really, I couldn't afford to compromise that.
I don't know, it just sucks.
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