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[05 Nov 2005|12:52pm] |
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Why can't they ever just realize they only make things worse?
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[05 Nov 2005|03:14pm] |
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So, it's Natasja's birthday. I still miss her, from time to time. She's 18, and I wonder what she got on her SATs. She was always so much smarter than me..
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[05 Nov 2005|04:25pm] |
I don't cafre what anyboyd thinks, it's harder than anything to give yourself a clean slate and change everything. It's so hard and it hurts so much because as much as I don't care, I do and I hate myself so much for it but I am not capable of fixing everything in one shot. I'm doing so much better this year in a alot of classes, but this one is the hardest to fix and I'm fucking trying, I just can't make myself and nobody else can either. Depriving me of the one thing that matters won't motivate me, it will only hurt me more and I can't handle all of this.
I need a hug, really bad.
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[05 Nov 2005|09:47pm] |
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Aw my uncle Mark's having a kegger for Tommy's team, they won their conference today.
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[05 Nov 2005|10:36pm] |
My parents went to the opera? So I've had a few hours to just calm the fuck down and chill out, which I needed very badly.
I learned why I get such bad Pringle cravings: I drink too much water! But I loveeeeeee water, and I'm always thirsty. It's just interesting to know.
My SAT essay was the exact same length as the last time. Ugh I hope I get at least an 8 this time :(. I liked the topic, but then in one of the comprehension sections, there was a set of camparision essays which basically were exactly what I'd written. Crazy.
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[05 Nov 2005|11:01pm] |
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Oh, and I saw Edwin again today. Well, he saw me. About 10ish minutes before they let us in. So we were standing out there talking/awkwardly not talking for that whole time, with him leaning in a little too close for my liking at 8am (well, ever. but especially 8am when my eyes are barely open) a few times. I guess it was better than waiting alone.
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