|
[11 Oct 2009|11:40pm] |
|
Holy horny, batman!
|
|
|
[11 Oct 2009|03:11am] |
|
My boobs (what little I had to begin with) are shrinking! This is not okay.
|
|
| a very disgusting entry |
[11 Oct 2009|02:12am] |
|
As a result of being sick, I snotted all over myself last night while sleeping. When you have a loft bed, tissues aren't always the easiest thing to come by... Suffice it to say, my white blanket is no longer white. Weirdly enough, it's orange. I don't really like that my snot is that color, but what can I do? It's what happens when I get sick lately.
|
|
|
[10 Oct 2009|09:12pm] |
( notes for myself )
Home for the weekend! Unfortunately, I'm sick and congested as hell. I'm finally getting around to my summer goal of reorganizing my bookcases.
|
|
|
[09 Oct 2009|03:54am] |
Tonight, I went to Kari's house and watched The Little Mermaid with her and Blagys. We ate Wings, yumm.
I got an A on my Context presentation that I did today. We got the best grades in the class, despite being a group of two and being held up by illness/whatever. I have to write a final paper for that project now, but I will probably just go to sleep. That's okay. It's even possible, at this point, with about 33% of my grade completed, that I could get an A in the course. That would be fucking awesome.
In the spring, I'll be going to a theater conference in Kansas City. I've never been to the middle of the country, so it should be interesting. Both Mikes and Kyle are planning on going, and I don't know if anyone else will. They only specifically told the four of us, but it isn't like an invitation only type thing. If just the four of us went, we'd be able to get a quad hotel room for only $179 a night, which is really not bad at all split four ways. We're going to drive down, which will be... interesting. We'll see. I registered to be a member of the organization (USITT) today so that I can go.
|
|
|
[08 Oct 2009|02:38am] |
Things that are not fair:
-I didn't fucking do anything to him. He's the one who broke my heart, yet he gets to berate me over stupid little nothings and ostracize me from all of my so-called friends.
-I'm the one who's being a bitch when he asks me specific questions about the rehearsal schedule I clearly do not have in front of me every fucking day and I refuse to answer them. I AM A STAGE MANAGER, NOT YOUR MOTHER.
-Everything I do just has to be a result of some personal vendetta against him. Song lyrics are all directed at him, to be interpreted only as his dumb fucking ass sees fit.
-I sit here crying while he gets to be happy and feel superior for no fucking reason.
-He has ugly yellow snaggle teeth, a beer gut, bad tattoos and no style. I have straight, decently colored teeth, am a size three with a moderately flat stomach, and I only dress like a hobo sometimes. He gets to hook up with whoever he wants and I'm stuck on him and haven't so much as thought of anyone else in three years.
|
|
|
[04 Oct 2009|01:20am] |
On Thursday, I was talking to Lessa and Pat W., who lived with Mike/Dave/Alex/Zach last year. Pat goes "Wait. Are you and Mike still together?" A fucking year later. And he lived with him last year. What a shittacular boyfriend he would have been if we'd still been together... When I told him no, he replied "Good. He's a douche." It really shook me up.
This of course happened to be after a class in which I'd looked back at my notes to discover that instead of Martin Luther King Jr's initial's, I'd written his.
On the bright side, I looked "super adorable" on Thursday, according to Terry and Alex.
|
|
|
[04 Oct 2009|12:31am] |
Oops. I totally overlooked my 4,000th entry. So happy entry 4,003 to me!
I had today completely off, and it was blissful. I slept until 12:30, went out to lunch with Melissa, who's up for the weekend, and saw a movie with Nadia and Caitlin. I did no homework, which I will regret soon enough. My throat feels funny in that pre-sickness way, and I have a weird little cough. I'm hoping it's nothing. I cannot get sick.
Here's the rest of the semester in a nutshell:
-Home for Columbus Day break next weekend, back to 'Cuse that Monday night, rehearsal all day that Tuesday.
-North Carolina for Brendan and Lauren's wedding the next weekend.
-Tech for As You Like It the weekend after that (and possibly working the Dashboard concert at school).
-Opening and Halloween the next weekend.
-Closing the next weekend.
-Most Fabulous Story Ever Told the following weekend and I'm working a concert Friday night.
-Founders' Day (/my dad's birthday) the weekend after that.
-Home for Thanksgiving the following Tuesday (or Monday, on the off chance that we can convince KB to hold class some other time...)
-Two weeks of school after Thanksgiving break, both of which will include my Saturday class.
-Finals and then home for Christmas!
|
|
|
[03 Oct 2009|12:37am] |
|
Vinny is planning on visiting, yay! And he's asking Christine to come up with him, which is also yay! He said he'd go over my weekend availability with her and actually come up with a date. I really hope they do.
|
|
|
[01 Oct 2009|10:37pm] |
In my capstone course in theatre, there are 9 of us. We have three projects for the semester, and are split into groups to do them. We're finishing up the first one next week, and I am absolutely overwhlemed. Normally, 9 people=3 groups of 3. However, my fucking nemesis did not do his first assignment and thus could not be put into a team. I wound up in the team of two, and with the work of two people.
The way these projects work is that we present a theoretical production. One person is a director, one is a scenic designer, and one is a costume designer. You create a cohesive production, with sketches, models, etc. I am both the scenic and costume designer. I have twice as much work as everyone in the class other than Brian, who has to do all three of his own because he fucked up. On the bright side, I've gotten As on the work we've submitted thus far for this production, but I don't really feel that it's fair that this is the same 25% of my grade as it is for everyone else.
KB (the professor/my advisor/the designer of everything at my school) has indicated that I could focus more on one than the other, but I don't want to be graded down for that. I made a combined collage for two of the characters for our last assignment, after I had already made 7 others. I recieved a 4/5 on having enough for the characters because of that. I dunno. It's just kind of obnoxious to do twice the work and not get any more credit.
|
|
|
[21 Sep 2009|12:30pm] |
|
I want to be near my family.
|
|
|
[20 Sep 2009|03:47am] |
I have a lot to write about, but I'm very tired. I've been up since 6am.. 22 hours is too many. The most important news isn't something I can post in a public entry yet.
There have been 4 confirmed cases of Swine Flu at my school of 2000 so far. Eh.
I need to write about my capstone class.
Cloudy with a Chance of Meatballs in 3D was love.
|
|
|
[17 Sep 2009|12:31am] |
|
Doing scratch art instead of writing a 5 year plan. I think that says a lot about me.
|
|
|
[14 Sep 2009|02:59am] |
|
My aunt Maureen is going to make me a hat, a scarf and a blanket, apparently.
|
|
| major ramblage. |
[14 Sep 2009|02:07am] |
Today:
-I krazy glued two of my fingers (my left index and right thumb) to a haristick, which had snapped while I was trying to secure a bun.
-I saw something on facebook that led to me crying for an hour.
-I put the VMAs on as a background thing while hanging out with Kari, and was baffled by Lady GaGa's outfits. Also, I could have sworn she was the person who sang that "Love me or hate me it's still an obsession" song that came out my freshman year of college. Am I nuts?
-I rehearsed.
-I had an extremely messy AM period explosion. Yuck.
-I ate nothing remotely healthy.
Yesterday:
-I had a 9am-12pm class.
-I made lots of photocopies.
-I had rehearsal from 1-5:30ish.
-I realized I can go home for my aunt Kathleen's wedding on Friday, and worked out transportation with my parents.
-I saw a wonderfully funny and horribly depressing play, My Name is Rachel Corrie.
-I went to Wegman's and bought pre-marinated individually sealed chicken breasts. I may get over my fear of raw chicken with these things!
I may wind up adding more credits for this semester. I'm currently taking 17, and I could add as many as 5. I've already written a paper for 2 more practicum credit hours, so that would be 0 extra work, and I would have a 3 credit independent study for the internship I did this summer. As I already did the time-intensive part, I don't see how they could really deny me overloading like that. The writing part wouldn't take me more than a day or two. I'm very concerned with graduating by August, so I will take ridiculous numbers of credits if I can, because I need to. My academic record really fucking sucks.
My chest is breaking the fuck out. I don't know why and I don't enjoy it. I have too much homework to be writing this at 2am, but it was necessary. Too much writing!
The next seven days:
Monday: quiz in Training the Speaking Voice. Assignment done. Discussion in Contemporary Catholic Fiction. Reading not yet done. Meet with KB re: 22 credits. Production meeting for As You Like It. Rehearsal.
Tuesday: Philosophy: discussion. Probably won't do the reading. I have a production proposal due in Context and no idea how to go about it. I also have a reading reflection due. Then I have a journal due in my stupid religion class, on about 50 pages of reading I have yet to do. No rehearsal.
Wednesday: Two classes, a story to read for Catholic fic. Short rehearsal.
Thursday: Work 10-1? Philosophy discussion on reading I probably won't do, because I did in high school. Context reading reflection due. Rehearsal. Midnight bus home to get into the city at ~5am.
Friday. HOME FOR THE DAY. Kathy's wedding at 6pm in the city.
Saturday: Fly back to Syracuse at 8am. Land at 9:15, rush to my 9 o'clock class. Rehearsal 1-5. Possibly going to see Cloudy with a Chance of Meatballs with Kari.
Sunday: homework. Sleep late! Rehearsal 6-10.
Rinse, repeat. Increase workload, subtract going home for a wedding, subtract Saturday class until December. Throw some work hours in there. My parents are coming up in two weeks. Two weeks after that is Columbus Day, when I'll go home Friday-Monday. The next weekend is Brendan's wedding, and I'll go to North Carolina Friday-Sunday. The weekend after that is tech, then the weekend after that is opening. The weekend after that is closing, after that is Rhawnie's show, after that is Founder's Day, after that is Thanksgiving, then after that I have two more weeks of Saturday classes and finals. Then the semester is over and I'm home for a month.
Holy crap.
|
|
|
[05 Sep 2009|10:40pm] |
|
I moved into my apartment at school. It's really nice. I came home for this weekend, though. Being up there is really hard. Mike is hard. I don't know.
|
|
|
[29 Aug 2009|04:58am] |
I go back to school in about 30 hours for my senior year. I want nothing to do with it.
Dave and Q are buying a house, but they're waiting for the closing. There's been all this drama with their current landlady and if they'll be allowed to stay for another month or not. At about 9:30, they found out they'll get at least two more weeks. That's good, because otherwise they were going to have to move in here today for an unknown amount of time. I've been trying to empty out my room for them along with packing, and it's pretty stressful. They might still wind up moving in in a few weeks. Xavier would get my old bedroom, while Dave and Q would be in my current room. It's hard to prepare for.
|
|
|
[24 Aug 2009|09:35am] |
|
I'm laughing at someone's status right now, even though I'm sure it's inappropriate to do so: " X: biopsies today. omg you get cancer once & they think you have it everywhere forever."
|
|
|
[23 Aug 2009|02:40am] |
|
Amanda, I need your creeper help. In this picture, is that you sitting next to Liz and in front of Blagjesus? I'm basing that guess off of the fact that it vaguely looks like it coud be your black and white hoodie. It's March in the picture (Joseph decorations), and I know you ate lunch with Liz Tuesdays and Thursdays. Otherwise, do you have any ideas? Kari and I thought maybe Brooke or Kirsten, based on hair color, but it's hard to tell. We ruled out both Katies- BN for hair color, E for the black hoodie.
|
|
|
[22 Aug 2009|06:28am] |
|
We found out today that my mom's health insurance will cover me until I'm 26, whether I'm a student or not! They provide excellent coverage for me, so I'm really glad.
|
|