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Frodo Baggins, esq.

`` The True Gentleman is the man whose conduct proceeds from good iwill and an
acute sense of propriety, and whose self-control is equal to all iemergencies; awho
does anota make thei poor man conscious of his poverty, the obscure man aof ahis
obscurity, or any man of his inferiority or deformity; who is himself humbled iif
necessity compels him toa humble another;a who does not flatter wealth,a cringe
before power, aor boast of his own possessions or achievements; awho speaks with
frankness but always with sincerity and sympathy; whose deed follows his word;
who thinksa of the rights and ifeelings of others,a rather than his own; aand who
appears wella in anyi company, with whom ahonor is sacred aand virtue
safe.``
- John Walter Wayland
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[Monday, June 26th 2006]
Ahoy.

Goodness, is this ever a call from the grave.

[Friday, September 10th 2004]
The week passes in a haze of amnesia -- I am too busy to think -- but by Friday I find myself wishing for death again. I have not made the wisest of choices when it comes to lifestyle. The demands I make on my body, both mentally and physically, have chipped away at my constitution, making me frail, a shadow of my former self. If I ever go to Harvard, it will only be to put a diploma on my grave.

[Wednesday, June 9th 2004]
My Current Project.

A Sam and Frodo Slash story. There is no quest. There is no Ring. Just two hobbits trying to find balance in their roller coaster of a relationship in a sociey that is not exactly your average San Francisco. Oh, and one cranky, meddling uncle.

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Holy shit! I'm alive! [Saturday, June 5th 2004]
I love my new icon. I love Hannah Wood. I think she's so pretty, just like a female Elijah, and Hannah, after Helen, is my favorite name.

School is effectively over. I have two days next week, but there sure as the Shire won't be any learning. Just an orgy of signing yearbooks and such. That means, after an excruciating week of finals and SAT test's today (ugh, if I have to fill in bubbles on one more standardized Scantron test, do not hold me responsible for my actions), I will have a week or so of vacation before summer school begins. I'm taking US History. Ugh. Four or so hours of class a day, plus four or so hours (according to rumours) of homework - for two months. Vacation is delayed until August.

You're probably wondering why I am torturing myself this way. Well, I just want to get the requirement out of the way so next year I can have AP European history, something I truly enjoy. As for US history, though I live in the country, I can't stand it. Better make the pain quick and not long. Two months vs. a year? Hmmmmm, what to choose?...

However, in a way, I'm also glad. For one thing, many of the people in the class I'm going to be in this summer are my friends, or just very nice acquaintances. Also, when I have an indefinite time period free on my hands, I begin to feel like an Elf. Funny yet very true. I just feel as if the days all merge into one, and there's so many of them, they lose all meaning - sort of like being immortal. If you have (what seems like) and unlimited time to live, the will to do things and "sieze the day" leaves you. You feel apathetic about everything, and I hate feeling lazy.

It's like - I wake up in the morning (or more likely early afternoon) and I have no idea what time it is, what day of the week it is, much less what date. When there is no schedule, no work to be done, I feel like a 5th wheel. Yeah, that's what summer is usually after about two weeks. And so you end up not caring about the time and wasting it all, and wondering where it all went when it's done.

At least if I go to school I might get something accomplished. Because I only get things done when I do them for other people.

[Saturday, January 3rd 2004]
I have an Elfwood page! At last! *click*

http://elfwood.lysator.liu.se/loth/f/r/frodosmaiden/frodosmaiden.html

A Pippin Thing To Do - A Thanksgiving To Remember [Saturday, December 6th 2003]
Hello, all...

I suppose I simply must get this updating thing over with, because it's really bugging me, as if it's an unfinished assignment in school or a broken promise. Nasty feeling.

Well, I appear to have a mild form of enfluenza. Heh, somehow I like that word much better than simply "flu." Mild, as in - sore all over, especially in the joints, sore throat, no appetite, but fever not high enough to be able to stay at home from school or work afterwards (due to the most cold-hearted parents in Arda and a test in bloody biolody and french.)

At last, I am in bed snuggled up with my laptop, a book, my kitty Belladonna, and my discman. Which is good. Today I slept at least a full 14 hours. Of course, we did want to go shopping downtown today, but the illness thwarted all that. Well, there is still something to look forward next week. Opera! We're seeing "Faust." Oh, and the annual tradition of going to see Jeoffrey Ballet's rendition of "The Nutcracker." More good stuff - only two weeks of school, and the wednesday of the last is THE RETURN OF THE KING!!!

Outside, it is freezing, but still there is no snow. Only 19 days until Xmas and the fact that there is no snow is really quite depressing. That totally ruins the spirit of the season. We had better not have another Christmas and New Year's without snow like last year. Well, no, I lie. Last year, we did have one humongous snowfall, but all the snow promptly melted, and in spite of all my hopes, it was not renewed.

The one thing that is good about cold (relatively) is that I get to wear my cute matching mittens, scarf, and beret from Burberry and my coat trimmed with llama. Heh, I am such a north shore prep, although I don't want to be.

At school, nothing new is happening. I am still miraculously getting an A in Calculus. Heh, sophomore and taking calculus, a college course, much less passing. I am so proud of myself, in between being stressed out.

My online life consists of running my LOTR rpg along with Lilly. Never realized how much fun that could be. I may start another AU one.

Yesterday was my first day at work. Again. I'm doing that video-editing thing again for the folks at the place where my little brother does speech therapy. I don't really like my boss... but hey, I can get along well even with Lucifer himself.

Among my friends, several amusing things happened.

One thing that happened back during Thanksgiving was the reason I named this entry what I did.

I'll tell you all about it, beginning with what happened on Thanksgiving. Okay, so my beloved cousin Alexis from Iowa was here, and stayed for three days. I swear, the two of us are just like Merry and Pippin. As in the close friendship and constant foolery. Of course, that entailed so many wonderful things, like staying up until 3 in the morning having pillowfight skirmishes, watching movies, and just general Tookish foolishness. Except one day the foolishness went a little too far. On the Friday after Thanksgiving, we went to Old Orchard and wanted to see "Master and Commander." I admit, one of my primary motivations was the fact that Billy Boyd was in it. And the rave reviews. Of course.

Anyway, the fact that it was a truly good movie (and I only, indeed, go to see good movies) was reflected in the fact that the tickets for the 3:00 show were sold out, and the next show we barely got into (we got the last tickets!) was in an hour. So our parents drove us to the pet shop, mainly at the demands of my younger brother, who was with us too. In the meantime, by cousin and I started messing around yet again, and we started writing things on the fogged - up windows. Among them, "Help, we are being kidnapped" and "Call police."

NOT smart.

Because someone actually did call the police.

I'll leave the details of the scene that ensued up to your imagination, but let me just tell you. For perhaps the first time in my life, I was, in all honesty, frightened. The first thought that shot through my head as the police officers hauled us all, both the kids and the parents, to the parking lot for rather forceful questioning, was the fact that I was definitely not going to see "Master and Comander" and that it was very luckily that my stupidity was going to land me at a police station and goodness knows what else.

Luckily, we got off relatively easy, because by the time the police got there, the evidence was gone, and the windows where we wrote stuff were thawed. There was not real proof.

Whew.

So we did get to see Master and Commander, and everything turned out wonderful. I got off easy at home, too. Except for the fact that my mom somehow for a few hours thought that I was some sort of juvenile delinquent and told me that I was, contrary to every natural instinct of the North Shore teenager, going to schwab the decks scrub the floor manually in punishment the next day, I was not even grounded, and I was still allowed to go to the movies.

The movie, needless to say, was brilliant. At first, orf course, my cuz and I played a little game of "look for Pippin" in the movie, but then we stopped because, although Billy Boyd was one of the greatest assets of the movie, he was by far not the only one, lol. The film was amazing - brilliant battles, character conflict, and extremely historically accurate, down the the most gory of details, in the entire sense of the word. For perhaps the first time in my movie-viewing history, I nearly wept in sympathy as I watched one of the sailors disappear under the cruel waved and perish, and how his captain was forced to look on, helpless to do anything at all, because if he were to return and save that one life, he would have to forfeit the lived of many others, and was thus forced with a terrible choice.

Billy, of course, was amazing in his few moments in the limelight. I loved how he was always at the rudder, and how he mispronounced "south" when he said "Aye, aye, sou, sou west!" and how he wore striped pants and played cricket on a stopover on he Galapagos Islannds.

Russel Crowe, of course, was his usual heroic, powerful - leader self, just like in gladiator, although we do sympathize with his sense of duty to king and country, in conflict with a sense of duty to his men.

Sometimes I am very thankful to have such parents.

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The great things about December [Sunday, November 30th 2003]
[ mood | cheerful ]
[ music | "Jingle Bell Rock" ]

And the number one thing about December is...

*Trim-a-tree parties
*Presents
*Chicago's Magnificent Mile
*Ice skating
*Snowboarding
*Christmas Carols on the radio
*The neighborhood dressed in lights
*Snowflakes that stay on my nose and eyelashes
*Snuggling on the couch before the fire
*Going caroling
*Winter vacation
*Starbucks coffee
*Angels in the snow
*Candles
*Shopping

But the absolute most wonderful thing about December is...

*drumroll*

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THE RETURN OF THE KING!!!!!!


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[Sunday, November 30th 2003]
Fangorn Forest on GJ is a post-quest not-so-canon LOTR roleplaying game...

Heck, not canon at all! Cassandra Claire is our God, and the things we do would make dear Master Tolkein spin in his grave. Frodo's pregnant - that, at least, should tell you something. So if you love slash, love LOTR, are a pervy hobbit fancier, or just like being plain silly, pull up a chair and join. Please be at least 16, though. We didn't think it would be completely fair to exclude kids, but we don't want to get in trouble. Sorry.

Here are some of the characters we would like to see:

Boromir
Gandalf
Elladan
Elrond
Gollum (journal already made - just ask for password)
Theoden (journal already made - just ask for password)
other Rohirrim stock, excluding Eowyn
Glorfindel
Orophin
Sauron (yes, it's possible that he's survived!)
Saruman

Anyone else not on the taken list, any OC's, as well as other random creatures, such as Ents, horses, orcs, ringwraiths, etc. would be greatly appreciated.

Thx!

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[Sunday, November 30th 2003]
Fangorn Forest on GJ is a post-quest not-so-canon LOTR roleplaying game...

Heck, not canon at all! Cassandra Claire is our God, and the things we do would make dear Master Tolkein spin in his grave. Frodo's pregnant - that, at least, should tell you something. So if you love slash, love LOTR, are a pervy hobbit fancier, or just like being plain silly, pull up a chair and join. Please be at least 16, though. We didn't think it would be completely fair to exclude kids, but we don't want to get in trouble. Sorry.

Here are some of the characters we would like to see:

Boromir
Gandalf
Elladan
Elrond
Gollum (journal already made - just ask for password)
Theoden (journal already made - just ask for password)
other Rohirrim stock, excluding Eowyn
Glorfindel
Orophin
Sauron (yes, it's possible that he's survived!)
Saruman

Anyone else not on the taken list, any OC's, as well as other random creatures, such as Ents, horses, orcs, ringwraiths, etc. would be greatly appreciated.

Thx!

[Friday, November 28th 2003]
It's been ages since I've written, it seems. just lazy and swamped with schoolwork, and the cousins are over. Now I love Alexis, don't get me wrong. He looks like a roly-poly adorable hobbit! They just make too much noise.

Am sneaking online for two seconds in the midst of all the festivities, curse them. I am just that addicted. Or perhaps I just dislike turkey.

Aren't these cute?

[Tuesday, November 11th 2003]
Well, even while still in its formative stages, the rpg I run with my friend Lilly, Fangorn Forest on GJ has already found some of its key characters and developed some *ahem* interesting plot lines. We would still like to have a few more characters. so what the hell, I'll post this even in my personal journal, so if any of my friends see they might be interested...

Characters currently taken are:

Frodo
Sam
Celeborn
Galadriel
Rumil
Legolas
Arwen
Bilbo
Fudge (OC)

Here are characters we still would like:

Aragorn (Legolas needs a lover friend)
Elrond
Elladan and Elrohir
Eomer
Eowyn
Gollum
Theoden
Boromir
Faramir
Saruman
Gimli
Gandalf
Merry
Pippin

... and anyone else you can think of!

So check us out! Esp. if you like slash.

Please see the community info and web site for more info on joining.

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[Saturday, October 25th 2003]
I am so excited! My mother and I are going to go to the opera today, in downtown Chicago. It's a pretty long drive from the suburbs, so we're leaving really soon. Now, I LOVE opera, and I've waited for so long for this day to come. We're seeing "The Marriage of Figaro," a really famous one by W. A. Mozart. Ok, now tootles, when I return I will tell you how it went.

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[Monday, October 20th 2003]
I must be cursed. I am sick with some sort of nasty infection yet again. Which explaines my not being at school. How nice, another 2-day weekend. I'll leave you with this. It's a transcript I made of the ROTK trailer. I am obsessed with it, it's amazing!

Legolas: The eye of the enemy is moving

Gandalf?: The end has come.

Aragorn: Every day Frodo moves closer to Mordor.

Gandalf: How do we know frodo is alive?

Aragorn: What does your heart tell you?

Gollum: Come master, come to Smeagol.

This is your test. Every path you have trod throu winderness through war has led to this road.

Elrond: The enemy will never let Aragorn come to the throne of Gondor.

Arwen: It is time.

Arwen: Give him the sword of the king.

Elrond: Become who you were born to be

Gollum: The precious will be ours.

Sam: He means to murder us!

Gollum: Never!

Frodo: We're not sending him away. Come Smeagol.

Gandalf: The board is set the pieces are moving.

Legolas: He is here.

Aragorn: I see in your eyes the same fear that will take the heart of me.
A day may come when the courage of men fails, when we forsake our friends and break all bonds of fellowship, but it is not this day.

Eowyn: (to Merry) Whatever happens, stay with me.

Aragorn: This day, we fight!

No triumph without loss...

Gandalf: All you have to decide is what to do with the time that is given to you.

Merry: We shall see the Shire again!

No victory without suffering...

Elrond, to Arwen: You gave away your life's grace. I cannot protect you any more.

No freedom without sacrifice...

Aragorn: We cannot achieve victory without strength of arms, not for ourselves... But we can give Frodo a chance.

Sam: NOOOOOOO!

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[Saturday, October 18th 2003]
I now have a LiveJournal! My sn is saber_0rlando (that's with a zero instead of o), so if you also have an LJ, add me.

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[Friday, October 17th 2003]
I am usually insanely busy during the week. Sorry pallies. Being a model student does not come from sitting on your butt in front of the idiot box... lol Plus, I almost completely made the shift to GJ, although I still cross-post all my personal entries here. I don't wanna abandon anybody. :)

Had a lab practical exam today in chemistry. I nearly messed up and, since my group was running out of time, I spazzed out almost started crying. But all is well that ends well, and even though for an agonizing few moment I had a brain freeze and completeley did not know what I was doing, at least we completed the assignment.

Homecoming tomorrow evening!

I am going. I have succumbed to the peer pressure, and I am going. It seems as if the entire student body is going, anyway, except for a select few who obstinately refuse to give in to the herd mentality.

I will wear my little black dress with the sparkles, and my corsage. I even have a date! I have broken up with my boyfriend Sam recently, after almost two years (coincidentally on the same weekend that I lost frodo, oh, such sad times), but my date is my buddy Amar from chemistry and biology class. I kind of like Amar - he is the sweetest, nicest guy ever, and we are quite good friends. He likes me very much as well, but he knew I had a boyfriend. But now that I broke up, he asked me to the dance and I'm really quite excited. It'll be like a first date. Of course, like all typical dances, it will be, surely, incredibly lame, with bad music and a bunch of people just standing there grinding against each other in the horrible noise, but... At least we get to go on a limo ride there and back! And dress up.

My friends are all either really excited, or categorically refuse to care. Those who really care are the grils like Allie and Lindsay, the infuriating types, the kind who all they care about are guys and clothes, and are, in general, veritable airheads. Those that don't care are those I like better, the rebel and non-conforminsts, like my beloved Julie-Julwise and Jenny Kwon. They are planning an anti-homecoming party, lol.

I am, frankly, torn between those two groups of friends. The pervy boy-fanciers are usually the ones who really piss me off by their stupidity, but I don't want to ditch them. Despite being dumb, they are still ok people. And the idea of telling everyone that, yes, I went with so-and-so quite appeals to me. I know it's dumb, but... yeah...

[Monday, October 13th 2003]
Was sick with strep throat all weekend. Got my hair cut today. That is all. I feel to exhausted to say anything more. Weekends are supposed to help you ralax, not make you MORE stressed out!

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Must make my escape... [Sunday, October 12th 2003]
My dad has taken up putting padding on all the windows so there will be no drafts in the winter. Every room except mine is a mess with the cellophane and the styrofoam padding everywhere. The Mexican plumbers have also invaded the house, too. Racket and footprints everywhere, and strange noises coming from the bathrooms. I have no place to hide except in my room. That, and chat rooms. lol

[Thursday, October 9th 2003]
I'm looking at a four day weekend... Except I have nothing to do.

But...BLANCA WROTE BACK!!! BLANCA WROTE BACK!!!! BLANCA WROTE BACK!!!! *jumps up and down*

For those who don't know, Blanca was a really excentric friend of mine, who moved to Belgium last year. I terribly miss her, because even though she was the oddest freak I have ever seen, you never realize how lucky you are to know someone until you don't have them anymore. It just brightened my day so much to hear from her, and know that even though she is across the sea, there is someone who cares about you and misses you. I know this sounds phony, but it is true.

[Monday, October 6th 2003]
I am sick of this. I need an LJ code. Somebody, could you please be so kind, if you have one, give me, and if you know where I can get one, let me know?

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[Friday, October 3rd 2003]
Happy Frodo Friday, people!

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