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Tuesday, July 15th, 2008
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2:39p
im not feeling good lately...
for no reason at all... the weekend was okay... foodwise... but i dont know... i think i feel empty and kind of lost... im like out of it... specially during social-drinking-weekend times... i feel like im SO over everything... like i would rather be sleeping and watching tv... i feel empty and sad... i didn't go to the gym yesterday, and i didn't workout with the boy either... i was tired... i wanted to sleep... and i did... today i woke up at 1pm... had some food... did some homework and im thinking i COULD go to the gym... still i have no idea who would take me and it annoys me... i think im depressed?... my relationship-anxiety has returned... maybe i should just breakup... sure, i can't find a real reason to break up... but i can't find a real reason not to... i'm begining to doubt him all the time even if i see him almost every free time we've got... blah... i'm out of it... i don't know what is wrong with me.. i feel so empty... its weir.d.. today we hit our 3 year 6 month mark... blah... so not happy about it... i think i should be alone forever... i can't deal with other people like this...
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