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Wednesday, April 23rd, 2008
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12:26a
So today might be day 16th of my diet... hooray? IDK. I know I started on the 9th so, do the math... im officially brain dead... i know the end-date will be june 9th... if there ever is an end day... the calories have been revolving around the 1200s give or take.. so im un-doing the calorie count because i know that by day 60th i will have finished with the 40,000cals and even some more...
I haven't been drinking... except for 1 glass of red wine on sunday because i just really felt like it... so what?
everyone tells me im looking good... my mom's boyfriend said i looked to have lost like 7lbs already... which just made me feel like i looked like an elephant 2 weeks ago... but then i was happy that i was not an elephant anymore? um im not sure... but i seriously want to get skinny and i think im on my way... I've lost all my excitement for my diet specially because its fucking hot here and it bloats me up... and i dont feel the loss that much...
seriously 36°C at 12:31AM! (that would be 96.8°F) seriously... this is wrong... plus i can't shave my arm pitts for 1 more week because i have an appointment at the laser hair removal thingy for a checkup on my progress... and i can't wear a tank top... so there you have ME at noon which was probably over 45°C (113°F) and i was wearing a sleeved top... :dies:... insanity...
So this week is finals... and i've been doing amazingly good... honestly... if things go as planned i would be finishing this semester with a 99%... The bad part is i've been killing myself studying and I wish I didn't already know that I'm only going to get 2 weeks off and then its back to school... again... blaaaH... pLUS i didn't go to the gym monday or tuesday... im probably going wednesday-thursday and friday at least... maybbbbe saturday
Things with the boyfriend have been really good... he's still working on a couple of things that keep me whining which is good... he's been working at his father's company so that has kept him busy and not-so-annoying...
Work sucks... whatever...
my dad is moving back to dallas... again... so, yeah... things are slowly going back to normal...
and i think that's all right now...
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