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Friday, February 22nd, 2008
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12:35a
SSSO.. (yes i'm annoying and i always start stuff with... so...)
Things got WAY better once the pms was gone and exams were done...
turns out i AM sort of a genius... I got 5 100%s and 1 pathetic 93% (in the easiest class...ha)... all in all i'm actually surprising myself...
I'm not feeling as fat as i did last week.. thats good... I have been to the gym 2 hours daily this week.. tomorrow COULD be a problem... but i'll try... eating has been pretty good... and i'm on this new personalized plan that makes me focus on my OTHER areas... as in... typical stuff i should be doing but i never do... 1. moisturize DAILIY... (its been 1 week and i left the house with almost no make up today ::GASP!:: looking pretty good IMO) 2. Body lotion in legs and feet.. gah i swear i had the most horrible looking feet ever... all dry, but they're looking much better 3. Keeping toe nails and hand nails pretty... 4. Sitting up straight and walking with confidence... Gah.. the little things...
Of course I'm still trying to get my flab to disappear... but that takes way more time... and i'm trying to take it one step at a time...
Oh and of course the boy and I are doing great... once the pms is gone... so are the problems... blah i'm so ridiculous i let my hormones affect my life... blaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhh...
But seriously we're doing freakishly good... we were even driving around last weekend and we say this gooorgeous place where they do weddings and whatnot... and he was like... "I'd like for us to get married here... do you like it?" ::what!?::
yeah... hahah okay so i'm not getting married soon.. which is a good thing... but he's been just super insistent on the subject... so i that must meant he's been thinking about it wayyy more than i thought... which is always nice...
On the negative side... he's basically still broke and semi-unemployed... like he has income from stuff he sells and whatnot... but not a stable job... and that sort-of pisses me off (of course I support him 100% and i'm not being pushy)... he's still kind of looking for a dream job.. and honestly... he has no time for a dream job right now... dream jobs for his age here require at least 9-7pm schedules... PLUS the extra time you HAVE to stay there to seem interested and move up soon...
blah... i wish he could just get a job...
i mean, yeah... he's still getting money and wakes up semi-early.. but gah..... i can't help but get annoyed... since when have I been the busy one?!!!!! Seriously... WHO does this?!
its either one way or another:
6am wake up, 6.30 - 8.30 gym, 9 to 1pm work, 1.30 to 2 lunch, 2 to 5 homework, 5.30 to 10 school... 10.30 to 11 dinner... 11 to 12 more homework 12-6.30 try to sleep...
OR wake up at 8, breakfast and getting ready til 9, work from 9 to 1, 1.30 to 3.30 gym, 3.45 to 4.30 lunch, 4.30 to 5 get ready, 5.30 to 10 school... 10 to 2 homework... GAHSILDLDHSALKDASLHDLSA
I.AM.DYING.
gah... back to homework
i dont know HOW but i'm SO Getting an hour-long massage from the boy this weekend.
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