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User:tormented_s0ul (105594)
Name:the exquisite mistress
Website:My website (it's still a work in progress)
Location:Philadelphia, Pennsylvania, United States
Birthdate:1984-02-09
Email:
anqelicxdreams@aol.com
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})Í({ There was only one rule:... Never fall in love. })Ì({

name_ Nancy /x/ aliases_ anqelic /x/ age_19 years old /x/ sex_ gurLe /x/ local_ Philadelphia, PA /x/ status_ stealing all the man-whores, he-bitches, and boy-t0ys I can my hands on /x/ nationality_ chinese and vietnamese /x/ occupation_ student, nail technician

})Í({ Now I lie awake and try so hard not to think of you })Ì({

I am... nerdy /x/ emo to the core /x/ ever so pretty in pink /x/ goth like whoa /x/ punk loving /x/ raving psycho without the drugs /x/ brainy but lacking in common sense /x/ different in that way where you don't know HOW to talk to me /x/ graceful yet oh-so-clumsy /x/ spontaneous /x/ charming /x/ stubborn /x/ bratty /x/ vunerable /x/ childlike yet mature /x/ endearing /x/ bored /x/ sleepy /x/ in love but never loved /x/ jaded /x/ cynical /x/ bitter /x/ short /x/ spunky /x/ crazed /x/ devious /x/ horny /x/ a walking contradiction /x/ bipolar /x/ straight with weird fetishes /x/ lazy /x/ into BDSM a little too much /x/ blissfully content with being single /x/ cuddly /x/ pudgy like a "mofo" /x/ loner /x/ 9th year flutist /x/ an artist /x/ a writer /x/ 3rd year violinist /x/ a performer

})Í({ I wish I could just forget you. I wish it was just that simple })Ì({

I enjoy.... talking to my Chadwick /x/ being around Precious and Showmonkey /x/ random conversations with complete strangers /// giving @ssholes verbal lashings when they deserve it /x/ reading /x/ designing webpages /x/ writing /x/ listening to music /x/ performing music /x/ kissing and other stuff /x/ daydreaming /x/ playing on the playground /x/ chatting /x/ flirting /x/ drawing /x/ performing live for people /x/ helping people out /x/ playing with my baby THOMAS! <33

})Í({ But who can decide what they dream? })Ì({

My favorite books are.... "The Godfather" by Mario Puzo /x/ "A tree grows in Brooklyn" by Betty Smith /x/ "Love, Remember Me" by Bertice Small /x/ "Chances" by Jackie Collins /x/ "The Kitchen God's Wife" by Amy Tan /x/ Harry Potter Series, by J. K. Rowlings /x/ The Phantom Tollbooth by Norton Juster /x/ "Romeo and Juliet " by William Shakespeare

})Í({ All I wanted was someone who cared })Ì({

My favorite movies.... Snatch /x/ The Godfather I and II /x/ Bridget Jones' Diary /x/ Fight Club /x/ Harry Potter and the Chamber of Secrets /x/ Harry Potter and the Sorcerers' Stone /x/ Se7en /x/ Nightmare of Elm Street /x/ Lock, Stock and Two Smoking Barrels /x/ The Matrix /x/ Clerks /x/ Chasing Amy /x/ Mallrats /x/ Dogma /x/ etc.

})Í({ But wishes fade.. like the promises you used to make })Ì({

When I grow up, I want to be.... happy /x/ a writer /x/ a journalist /x/ accomplished /x/ NOT crazy /x/ loved /x/ sexy /x/ well-known /x/ well-liked /x/ content /x/ admired

})Í({ I tried to make you happy, but you left anyway })Ì({

Quotable quotes
"How can I exist without you" - Shame by Stabbing westward

})Í({ I want to hate you so bad but I can't stop this anymore than you can })Ì({

"When we hold each other, in the darkness, it doesn't make the darkness go away. The bad things are still out there. The nightmares still walking. When we hold each other we feel not safe, but better.'It's all right' we whisper, 'I'm here, I love you.' and we lie: 'I'll never leave you.' For just a moment or two the darkness doesn't seem so bad. " Neil Gaiman. (For some reason, my ex always comes to mind when I think of this quote)

})Í({ I don't want you to feel sorry for me, you never gave us a chance to be })Ì({

Have you ever been in love? Horrible isn't it? It makes you so vulnerable. It opens your chest and it oepns up your heart and it means that someone can get inside you and mess you up. You build up all these defenses, you build up a whole suit of armor, so that nothing can hurt you, then one stupid person, no different from any other stupid person, wanders into your stupid life...You give them a piece of you. They didn't ask for it. They did something dumb one day, like kiss you or smile at you, and then your life isn't your own anymore. Love takes hostages. It gets inside you. It eats you out and leaves you crying in the darkness, so simple a phrase like 'maybe we should be just friends' turns into a glass splinter working its way into your heart. It hurts. Not just in the imagination. Not just in the mind. It's a soul-hurt, a real gets-inside-you-and-rips-you-apart pain. I hate love. - Neil Gaiman.

})Í({ These arms remain stretched out to you, maybe someday you'll accept them })Ì({


I maintainlay0uts

And I leave you with this closing statement, to you the reader. This has gotten me through quite a bit:

"I'm not crazy. I'm perfectly sane. It's the rest of the world whose fxcked up."

That's it. That's all me. Well, there's more in my journal, if you want to go that far into my insanity, be my guest. But either way...

Y'all come back now, ya hear?!

Memories:15 entries
Interests:150: afi, all-american rejects, alternative, anabolic frolic, anime, aol, asianavenue, avail, bad religion, bdsm, billy martin, black eyeliner, blood, bondage, book of shadows, bos, bowling for soup, broken hearts, calvin and hobbes, camwhores, cell phones, chadwick, chatting, codes, computer games, craig nicholl, dance dance revolution, dance hall crashers, dancing, daniel bedingfield, darude, death, dillinger four, disturbed, dj epic, dj mystik, dominating, dominatrix, dyed hair, dynamite boy, edible undies, element 101, emo, english accents, evanescence, feathers, fetishes, finch, flirting, flogging molly, further seems forever, glassjaw, glowsticks, goldfinger, goo goo dolls, goth, gothic, gothic guys, guys, happy 2b hardcore, hardcore, hatebreed, hopeless romantics, horror films, html, inklink, jelly bracelets, jewish boys, keepsake, kinkiness, kinky, kissing, kittie, latex, linkin park, love, marilyn manson, masochist, metal, monkeys, movies, music, necrophilia, new found glory, nofx, nudity, our lady peace, oz, pain, philadelphia, philly, piercings, pink streaks, pixx, poems, powerpuff girls, profiles, punk, punk boys, punk covers, rammstein, ravers, raves, relient k, rock music, s&m, sadists, saves the day, self-mutilation, senses fail, seth green, sex, sex and the city, sick of it all, simple plan, skaters, slipknot, smoochies, something corporate, south park, spanking, sparta, spongebob squarepants, stabbing westward, student rick, suffering, system of a down, taking back sunday, tattoos, the ataris, the distillers, the movielife, the starting line, the streets, the vines, thomas, thursday, ties, toybox, ultimate fakebook, unwritten law, vampires, web designs, whipped creme, whips, wicca, wiccan, witchcraft, writing novellas, writing screenplays
Friends:33: all_things_rock, blurtyaddicts, cam_pix, cantbenormal, ceadsearc, cybergoth, draconid, eir, emo_lyric, epsilonxzero, epsilon_zero, eradicated_soul, freaksofbeauty, journalreviews, kerdesek, lay0uts, lonelysuperbi, meltmyheart, moonlit_shadows, morzsa, news, philadelphiax, poppunkemo, punkchicks, rubber_duckiez, shut, slasher, thecoffeehouse, tormented_s0ul, uadjet, vitriolic, xxsympathy, __startingline
Friend of:18: cantbenormal, ceadsearc, coishness, desii, eir, epsilon_zero, eradicated_soul, gothicpopsickle, lonelysuperbi, meltmyheart, moonlit_shadows, rubber_duckiez, shut, slasher, tormented_s0ul, vitriolic, wiltingdaisy, xxsympathy
Member of:14: all_things_rock, blurtyaddicts, cam_pix, cybergoth, emo_lyric, epsilonxzero, freaksofbeauty, journalreviews, kerdesek, lay0uts, philadelphiax, poppunkemo, thecoffeehouse, __startingline
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