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User:thexused (60011)  
Name:x/~not your star_
Location:danbury, Connecticut, United States
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I let myself fall into a lie. I let my walls come down. I let myself smile and feel alive. I let my walls come down. No matter how hard I try I don't know why you push so far away. You wrapped your hands tight around my heart and squeezed it full of pain. With this knife I'll cut out the part of me, the part of me that cares for you. With this knife I'll cut out the heart of me, the heart that cares for you.

Light breaks underneath a heavy door, and I try to keep myself awake. Fall all around us on a hotel floor, and you think that you've made a mistake. And there's a pain in my stomach from another sleepless binge, and I struggle to get myself up again. I want to hang onto something that won't break away or fall apart like the pieces of my heart.

I hurt myself today, to see if I still feel. I focus on the pain, the only thing that's real. The needle tears a hole, the old familiar sting, try to kill it all away, but I remember everything. What have I become? My sweetest friend, everyone I know, goes away in the end. You coul have it all, my empire of dirt.

hXc sXe =D
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