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| User: | star_dazed (57039) |
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| Name: | J |
| AOL IM: | b1mbo bunny (Add Buddy, Send Message) |
| Bio: | Hey, I'm Jen, I live in Sunny Ol' England and yeah you guessed it, this is my journal.
I'm nothing special.
I worry far too much about what people actually think of me, I've only been really open with a few special people (they know who they are). I often write my feelings down in poems, writing helps me.
I also cut, simple as that.
So, what am I good at? I don't exceed with talent in anything really. I have a good understanding of Math (or so I've been told), Biology and Chemistry, even thought I don't like any of those. I do pretty well in school. My test results are usually good, my concentration in class is usually average. Some days I'll just space out and be in my own world. I'm a good listener but a bad talker, I swear far too much offline, without realising it. I like helping people out and I also like web-design, hanging out, listening to music, singing (as long as nobodys listening) and dancing (and again, as long as nobodys watching).
My appearence does mean a lot to me because as you know, I care too much about what people think. I'm polite and people say I'm funny. I'm often sarcastic with people but love having a laugh. I wouldn't say I'm shy but I'm not brimming with self confidence either. If I feel comfy I will be loud but if I'm in a position where I feel awkward, I turn quiet. But usually I'm hyper, whether I'm happy or sad inside. I'd much rather just put on a fake smile infront of people than be in tears and fussed over.
I don't have a set dress sense. It changes a lot, all the time and near enough every month, the same with my music taste really. I listen to certain types of music depending on my mood. I hate to think how I'd label myself or be labeled.
Relationships? I've been in love and had my heart broken. I still think about him constantly but well, in 5 words, I think it's definately over.
Anything I regret? Allowing myself to fall. Apart from that no, I'm not so sure as I regret anything I've really said to people because if I didn't say it then wish I had - I'd regret that more.
New years resolutions? Quit smoking, stop swearing, lose weight (even though i'm just at average now.)
Oh and don't expect my life to be interesting - I'm not gonna be fake or cover up any feelings in this journal and if you're uncomfy with that - I suggest you leave. |
| Interests: | 21: alcohol, boys, finch, friends, from autumn to ashes, fun, internet, lollipops, mudvayne, parties, poison the well, relationships, seether, shopping, smoking, snow, sun, talking, the used, town, water |
| Friends: | 3: candydoll, fr0zen, mandiness |
| Friend of: | 3: candydoll, fr0zen, mandiness |
| Account type: | Early Adopter |
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