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User:miserywhip (270455)
Name:Crimson Regret, and Betrayal
Email:fourlornhope@juno.com
About:Don't pick me to keep your eyes from crying.

She keeps on asking, "Do you think it hurts much to die?"

It's hurting so much more to stay alive, now...

I feel empty...


You said so much, without ever parting your lips...



Its the first time I ever felt this lonely
I wish someone could cure this pain
Its funny when you think its gonna work out
Til you chose weed over me, you're so lame
I thought you were cool until the point
But up until the point you didnt call me
When you said you would
I finally figured out youre all the same
Always coming up with some kind of story

Everytime I try to make you smile
You're always feeling sorry for yourself
Everytime I try to make you laugh
You can't
Youre too tough
You think you're loveless
Is that too much that I'm asking for?

I thought you'd come around when I ignored you
So I thought you'd have the decency to change
But babe, I guess you didn't take that warning
'Cause I'm not about to look at your face again

Can't you see that you lie to yourself
You can't see the world through a mirror
It wont be too late when the smoke clears
'Cause I, I am still here

But everytime I try to make you smile
You'd always grow up feeling sorry for yourself
Everytime I try to make you laugh
You stand like a stone
Alone in your zone
Is it too much that I'm asking for?

Yeah yeah yeah yeah
Can't find where i am
Lying here
Alone I fear
Afraid of the dark
No one to claim
Alone again

Can't you see that you lie to yourself
You can't see the world through a mirror
It wont be too late when the smoke clears
'Cause I, I am still here

Everytime I try to make you smile
You're always feeling sorry for yourself
Everytime I try to make you laugh
You can't
You're too tough
You think you're loveless
It was too much that I'm asking for


The street lights flicker like this match in my hand...begging to strike...


It's past three a.m. and I'm still far from sleep...
and this is a habit that I can't break.

Standing so close, knowing that it kills me to breathe you in...


That is who I am.
Take it, or leave it.



Maybe it's not too late...

You break my heart into a thousand peices, and tell me it's because I deserve better?



Did you ever look, did you ever see that one person?
and the subtle way that they do this thing,
and it hurts you so much...it's like choking down the embers...?

It breaks my heart to know, the only reason you are here now, is a reminder of what I'll never have...

and I want to believe you,
when you tell me that it will be okay.
Yeah, I try to believe you, but I don't.
when you say that it's gonna be, it always turns out to be a different way.
I try to believe you, not today...


Tomorrow it might change.


...Just another short story, with another tragic ending.
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