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User:jadedtearz (59527)
Name:
Location:West Haven, Connecticut, United States
Birthdate:05-01
Bio:
[Basic]
name
` jessi
loc ` west haven
statz ` single
bday ` may 1
school ` carrigan
eye color ` grey-green-blue
hair color ` some weird redish-purple-brown right now, but changes very often
height ` around 4'11" -- very short :[
weight ` 86 pounds

[Favorites]
color
` black, red, and baby blue
tv show ` spongebob and all things rock
song ` emotionless
band ` good charlotte
food ` artichokes lol
subject ` lunch :p
cd ` good charlotte - the young and the hopless
holiday ` christmas
season ` winter
soda ` dr pepper
music type ` punk-rock
shoe ` adidas-nike
sport ` i hate sports, but maybe basketball

[Likes]
benji, joel, good charlotte, music, food, singing, hanging out, being stupid, having fun, pickles, spikey things, red, black, spongebob, and other stuffsness

[Dislikes]
avril lavigne, people who change to be accepted, abnoxiousness, snotty people, garbage, working, school, getting up early, nosey people, pink, and more other things

[Blurty Peoples]
i by far have the best blurty friends and to most of u thanks for being there to talk to and for encouraging me, and helping me out, and missing me so much when i was grounded and couldn't write :] .. i love u all so much!<3

[Hatersness]
this doesn't apply to all of u but to everyone out there who has nothing better to do then [hate on me] <--sounds ghetto (ew) but couldn't think of any better way to put it, thank you because ur bitchin only makes me laugh and for all the shit alot of you put me through thanks, cuz it doesnt hurt me, it just makes me a stronger person

[Shouts]
Jen ` oh god, where to begin .. the sister i was born with out, its been so long and i know we've gotten into a lot of shit and arguements, but u are still my bestest friend and always will be. thanks for always bein there for my through everything even when im bitchin to you for whatever reason .. i love u so much hun .. Bf4L <3
Becci ` alright, i know u probably aren't even reading this, but in the strange phenomenon ß(dont ask) that u do, theres at least something that might make u smile. you have put me through so many hard years, and its only made me stronger even though alot of the times u only made me cry, thank you for always being here for me because u dont know how much it means to me i love u <3
Steph ` i know you would never read this in a million years and i barely even get to see you anymore, or talk to you unless ur looking with someone to ski with and i make up a lie about being broke because i dont wanna go. well u've been here alot, and you've helped me through alot of things and thank u so much for that hunnie .. i <3 u
Yaser ` oh jeez .. well i dont really know what to write for you, but u r the awesomest big bro in the whole world, u kick major ass! thanks for always bein here for me and dont forget that night becci was babysitting and jen was over and we were taking pictures of gary through the window while playing tony hawk .. i luv ya lots<3
Pj ` even though i almost never get to see u and we've gotten into a lot of arguements, thank you for everything, you have been one of the biggest encouragements in my life and we've had some nice talks. and u know im still the prettiest . and ur not fat so dont complain, <3 ya so much
Everyone Else ` everyone else i mighta missed or just didn't put in here i love u all and ur all so awesome so dont ever forget it! <33

[Song Lyrics]

"Hold On" Good
Charlotte

This world, this world is cold
But you don't, you don't have to go
You're feeling sad you're feeling lonely
And no one seems to care
You're mother's gone and your father hits you
This pain you cannot bare
But we all bleed the same way as you do
We all have the same things to go thru
Hold on...if you feel like letting go
Hold on...it gets better than you know
Your days you say they're way too long
And your nights you can't sleep at all (hold on)
And you're not sure what you're looking for
But you don't want to no more
And you're not sure what you're waiting for
But you don't want to no more
But we all bleed the same way as you do
And we all have the same things to go through
Hold on...if you feel like letting go
Hold on...it gets better than you know
Don't stop looking you're one step closer
Don't stop searching it's not over...hold on
What are you looking for?
What are you waiting for?
Do you know what you're doing to me?
Go ahead...what are you waiting for?
Hold on...if you feel like letting go
Hold on...it gets better than you know
Don't stop looking you're one step closer
Don't stop searching it's not over...
Hold on...if you feel like letting go
Hold on...it gets better than you know...hold on



"Pitiful" Blindside
as I recall when my stomach turned
and I was hiding away from myself
away from you
like nothing but something was terribly wrong
and I admit that I was only waiting for the right time (right time)
right moment for you to look away
though you never did I pretended for a while
so I could walk where I don't belong
I remember every word you said
come back in time come back
and I remember I was too beaten
pitiful so pitiful
but I know as they hammered those nails
into your beautiful hands
your eyes they tried to search for mine
but I look away
now your eyes are the only thing that can save me
I'm still afraid of them piercin'
you break into my prison
just pretended for a while
my soul is sad and I walk away
I remember every word you said
come back in time come back
and I remember I was too beaten
pitiful so pitiful
pitiful
pitiful
pitiful
pitiful
so pitiful
and I remember every word you said
but this time I won't look away
and I remember every word you said
and this time I won't look away
and I remember every word you said
come back in time come back
and I remember I was so beaten
pitiful so pitiful
and I remember every word you said (pitiful)
come back in time come back (pitiful)
and I remember I was too beaten (pitiful)
pitiful so pitiful



"Maybe Memories" The Used
As we trudge along through the mud
And we tried to call it home
But we weren't alright, not at all
Not for one second
Never have been one to write it down
Now I think I can
I know I'm stronger now
Who's looking south
Not me I'm not looking back
I'm done denying the truth to anyone
Cause I'm alive
You showed me how
You seemed to find a hole
But I just laughed and smiled
Begged and rolled my eyes
Even cried and
Denied the truth to you
Just like the truth to me
Mostly lied
I'm not going to look back
White it out like glittering wax butterflies



"Rest Of My Life" Unwritten Law
Am I the only one that feels alone
Though, all is home
Emotions flow
Am I the only one that hears the tears run down my face
Would anybody recognize at all
Cause I know
I'm so slow
But I'm still trying
And I'm still dying to know
Say you won't leave for the rest of my (life)
Life's the only thing that deals the pain
Like pouring rain
Breeding hate
And I don't wanna do no wrong
My God, it's been so long
Please comfort me
Before I go insance
Cause I know
I'm so slow
But I'm still trying
And I'm still dying to know
Say you won't leave for the rest of my (life)



"The Way I Feel" Rancid
Pick me back up just to throw me back down
apoogies too like when you're up against the wall
compassion heals while duplicity kills
you say I'm different the only thing different is
the way I feel about you
Na na na na na na na na na na
You moved up the ladder at a very rapid speed
we moved methodically
and calmly when you got to the top you see enemies
if I knew back then what I know that
it would all turn out like this
I'd sit back and I'd watch you squirm
cause you say I'm different
the only thing different is
the way i feel about you



"Lost Cause" Beck
Your sorry eyes, they cut through bone.
They make it hard to leave you alone.
Leave you here wearing your wounds
Waving your guns at somebody new.
Baby you're lost
Baby you're lost
Baby you're a lost cause.
There's too many people you used to know
They see you coming they see you go.
They know your secrets and you know theirs
This town is crazy, but nobody cares.
Baby you're lost
Baby you're lost
Baby you're a lost cause.
I'm tired of fightin'
I'm tired of fightin'
Fighting for a lost cause
There's a place where you are going
You ain't never been before
There's no one laughing at your back now
No one standing at your door
Is that what you thought love was for?
Baby you're lost
Baby you're lost
Baby you're a lost cause
I'm tired of fighting
I'm tired of fighting
Fighting for a lost cause



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Interests:100: afro ken, all american rejects, all things rock, anti-avril, artichokes, baby blue, benji, benji madden, big pants, black, blood, care bears, cartoons, cashdogg, charlie brown, chocolate, christmas, coconut, cookies, cooking, disturbed, doggies, dr. pepper, drums, eating, electricity, emus, eyes, fairies, fire, food, fraggle rock, god, going to the mall, going to the movies, good charlotte, green day, guitar, hair dye, happy bunny, hoodies, hot topic, joel, joel madden, kangaroos, kid vicious, kiwi, knives, lady lovely locks, lava lamps, liberty spikes, lightning, linkin park, lit, made clothing, marshmallows, metal, mint, mohawks, moose, mtv, music, mxpx, my family, my friends, night, penguins, pickles, piercings, pineapple, poetry, pogs, popples, punk boys, punk music, rainbow brite, red, scooby doo, silver, simple plan, singing, sleep, snoopy, snow, spiked jewelry, spikes, spongebob, spray paint, stars, strawberries, strawberry shortcake, stuffed animals, sum 41, swords, system of a down, tattoos, tears, the madden twins, winter, writing
Friends:49: anarchy_, babynipostin, benjisri0tgirl, black_kitty, budaful9041, christiina, crazeebeautiful, dont_cry, explicit6, flirtie, hunnibunch158, iamnobody, ih3artb3nji, iifallinstarii, i_heart_bradley, jadedtearz, jbbaby, killthefurbees, kissable_x0o, kiss_ma_ace, liiisha, lilgonzy, lilmissd0rk, lyricallycrazed, mizz_martin, morbidly, mozt_hated, mus1c_freek, myusernamerules, one_slow_dancex, play_giirl, punkrocker89, sabrescar, shnookywookums, sooo__sweet__x, sporkthefork, squeakers, unknownfailure, unrealistic, untitled03, xangel_kissezx, xemilyjx, xosweetdreamzxo, xosweetxbabiiox, xxsuga_plumpxx, _calla_, _desire, _unknown_reborn, __antisocial
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