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| User: | eau_de_source (279590) |
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| Name: | jezzica |
| Website: | Journal |
| Location: | Canada | | Birthdate: | 1983-10-18 |
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| MSN Username: | jezzica83@hotmail.com |
| Bio: | While on wings of hunger, I ride
And with an illusion of myself, I hide
Ana tells me I'm fat, I say I tried
But when trying was not enough, I cried
All my friends and family, to them I lied
Not for selfish reasons, for I have no pride
I want perfection, a perfect body and heart
yet for all I have gone through, it is just the start
They tell me I'm thin, I'm pretty, I'm smart
But I know they're lies, so from them I drift apart
Now it's just me, alone, to battle and win
And maybe some day I'll think I'm thin
And defeat the thoughts that lurk within
But for now, I feel I'm in love with my sin
And so I'll keep her till the day I die
And when on my death bed I shall lie
"just one bite of food," they'll ask with a sigh
"And die fat and unhappy? I will not," will be my reply
- "lola03" from BDF lounge
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| Interests: | 142: abs, ana, ana books, anorexia, anorexia nervosa, anorexic, appetite, beauty, being thin, biking, binge, binge and purge, binge eating, binge eating disorder, binge purge, blue dragonfly, body, body image, bones, books, bulimarexia, bulimia, bulimia nervos a, bulimic, burning, burning calories, cal free, calories, clothes, coe, coffee, compulsive eating, compulsive overeating, control, counting, cutting, depression, diet, dieting, diets, discipline, dragonflies, dragonfly, drawingm, dying, ea ting disorder s, eating, eating disorder, ed, excercising, excersise, exercising, exersize, f, family, fashion, fasting, fasts, fat, fat free, fat-free, film, food, friends, guys, gym, happiness, hate food, hunger, hurt, journal, losing weight, low fat, low self esteem, low-cal mia, mo vies, models, music, nervosa, nutrition, ob session, obese, obssesive exersize, overeaters, overeating, overweight, perfect, perfection, poems, popular, popularity, power, pretty, pro ana, pro ann, pro anorexia, pro anorexic, pro bulimia, pro ed, pro mia, pro-a nn, pro-ana, pro-anorexia, pro-bulimia, pro-mia, proana, promia, puking, purge, purging, restricting, restriction, rollerbladding, school, self image, self injury, size, skinny, soy, starving, stomach, strength, sugar free, superm odels, tea, thin, thinspiration, tredmill, und erweight, vegan, vegetarian, vomiting, waif, wasted, water-only, weight, weight issues, weight loss, winning, working out, working-out, writing |
| Friends: | 8: bella_anorexia, dissonance, feel_the_bones, intothedarkness, proana, pro_anamia, thinspiration, wastemeaway |
| Friend of: | 1: wastemeaway |
| Member of: | 6: bella_anorexia, dissonance, feel_the_bones, proana, pro_anamia, thinspiration |
| Account type: | Free User |
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