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User:	dinguerie (862743)
Name:	Lila's Lies to Herself
Website:	New Music
Location:	New York, United States
Birthdate:	1983-05-14
Bio:	CAST OF CHARACTERS: (friends and family I mention) Me, Lila, 21, student, taken, British, epileptic and anemic. Eating disorder, loner, depression, I have a genetic disease affecting my nervous system. I have lived in New York since I was tiny. My family moved here shortly after my auntie married her American husband. More on me to come. I'm called Lie or Berry. Don't ask Libby really isn't in the picture. We see her for holidays and she writes letters and sends photos of her latest trip with her latest boyfriend. She's very intelligent and successful in her work - art and design. It allows her freedom which she thrives on. She's bipolar and my parents were over-protective when they moved to the states. My Mum and are are close but we get on like sisters. One minute best friends the next, shouting. She thinks i'm incapable of caring for even myself and her every word reminds me how dependent i'm forced to be. she knows how to make it hurt. My Father is definitely laid back, but is VERY short-tempered and very religious. He's Mormon. He has to be right and he's the boss. He can call you something cruel, but you can't do so in return. A man rules the household. He can be judgemental, but I think he knows I mean well for the most part. He's trying to make up for some "history" we have and failing at it. My parent's had a Temple wedding and we were raised in the church, but I'm just not in the mood for morals at this point in my life. I can handle that all on my own just fine. Nate is very into himself. Quite selfish and doesn't spend a penny unless it's on Cherie. Doesn't get on with Dad at all. It's come to physical fighting after Dad broke down my bedroom door a few years back. He did it more to show he's a man than to help me. He's confused on the God topic, but calls himself LDS. Mum - Fiona Dad - Sam (Soloman) Quinn, 25, boyfriend, too nice for his own good April, 24, closest friend, lives in another state Nathaniel - 30, brother. I live between his place and my parent's. Cherie - 27, Nate's fiancee. petite little thing Libby - 24, sister. bipolar, sweet but eccentric. Lives in London, art student. Delilah - 46, my aunt. very close to her. married. 2 children. I'm named after her. Susanne - 50s, therapist Mary - 21, Old friend. bi, carries bacardi on her all of the time Tom - 21, another old friend. Mary and Tom are often spotted together Drew - 26, single, ex. 3 months. still wants to hang out with me Frank - 29, married to Donna, flirty to say the least Tony - 21, life-long friend, student Quinn's Family & Friends: Chris - 22, close friend and co-worker. Caitlyn, 24, Chris' girlfriend Jack - 20, brother Kristin - 18, Jack's wife Jade - 16, sister Kelly - 30, Wife is Emma, son Joshua Rob - 30, single, loner, a nice nerd Brian - 31, enagaged to Jenny. I despise them Ultimate Sex Survey Created by bdiddy and taken 111 times on bzoink! Are you Male or Female? female How Old Are you? legal How tall are you? 5'4" How much do you weigh? fat! about 55kg Whats your hair color? Eye color? light brown, brown How is your hair? short and wavy Are you Heterosexual/Homosexual/Bisexual/Bi-Curious? hetero Have you had Sex? Do you like it? only with one person, quinn and it is incredible How many people have you had sex with?..Yes oral counts! oral on me. i was forced to perform it once. When was the first time you did it? less than a yr ago When was the last time you did it? 2 wks ago Do you like to give oral? it's ok Swallow or spit? spit Have you ever received oral while driving? no Have you ever given oral while someone was driving? yes Do you like porn? not really How many porn movies do you own? none What is your favorite position? him on top my legs up and around his back Whats the craziest postition you have tried? facing away and top i guess Whats the craziest/kinkiest thing you have done sexually? anal... i admit it. i am 100% honest in this blurty! Have you ever tried anything with someone of the same sex?if so what? nothing Would you or have you ever have sex with more than one person at the same t no. it's an intimate act of love.. or passion Have you ever had sex outside? i'd like to Have you ever had sex in a car? just oral Have you ever had sex at work? no Where is the craziest place you have had sex? Quinn's parents house. we snuck around at night Name a place you would love to have sex but havent yet. in the woods Best place in public that you have done it? nowhere Have you ever been caught having sex? no Have you tried anal?If so do you like it? yes.. it hurts but i like it if i'm turned on enough. it pleases him Is there someone that you want as your significant other? no way If you had one,Would you ever have sex with someone other then your signifi no Have you ever been caught cheating? NO WAY Have you had phone sex?If so do you like it? yes. hard to hold the phone and rub properly but it's hot. never did it with Quinny Have you ever Video Taped yourself doing anything sexually?If so what? no way! he wants to though. he wants that for christmas. no way Have you ever taken or had someone take any naughty pictures of yourself?If no Would you have sex with someone from the net? we met online! Have you had oral sex with someone from the net? see above Who is the one person on the net you want to have mind blowing sex with??.. just my quinny Have you ever masterbated and thought about someone from the net? masturbated. stupid teenager! lol yes, in a way Ever played with food, ice or veggies?? if so what? ice and body shots Would you do a virgin? i don't plan on being with anyone else. yes, i'm boring Have you done a virgin? no Do you like to pull hair? he doesn't like rough but sometimes it's a turn=on for me. not always Do you like to bite? yes! Do you like to spank or be spanked? not really Do you like rough sex? not too rough Do you like to involve sex toys when you have sex? yes. i really would like to Do you own any sex toys?If so what? a vibrating dildo no one knows about. never really use it. it's small but too big for me Do you like naughty talk when having sex?if so what do u like? oh yes. i like to hear him describe what he's doing to me Do you like to be called names when having sex?if so what? no How loud do you get when having sex? i'm very quiet Are you a moaner? not really What are your fetishes? n/a but i've been handcuffed Do you like anything done to your nipples? If so what? i don't have much sensation in my nipples Do you like to suck or lick..and where? neck Are you submissive or Dominant? submissive. he doesn't like being submissive Are you into s & m or bondage? not really Have you ever been tied up? if so did u like it? handcuffed. eh, not particularly Have you ever been handcuffed? sexually not arresting! see above Have you ever choked or been choked. If so do you like it? when i was attacked. not strongly though. just to shut me up How often do you masturbate? i have very little sex drive on my own When you Masterbate what do you use? just my fingers on my clit Have you ever 69'ed? yes. i don't like it Fill in the blank... ORGASMS ARE _____________. amazing Would u ever want to experience sex as the opposite gender? i'd liek to know how it feels for blokes What type of animal would best describe you while making love/ having sex/ wildcat Make Love of Fuck? make love but i ask him to fuck me. he seems to like when i ask him to Have you ever given someone a strip show? yes Have you ever given someone a Lapdance? yes, drew Ever do anything naughty with something you shouldent have? if so explain. drew. he gave me oral. i regret it but did get my first orgasm from a guy out of it but he never got me that hot again What was the weirdest thing your partner requested of you while having sex? sucking him when he pulls out in the middle of sex List one of you fantasies. to have him lick his own cum out of me Have you had sex in a REALLY public place...like a club, bar, etc?if so whe no Have you ever tried Golden Showers?, if so, what thoughts cross your mind w eww... no Have you ever gone on webcam and done anything naughty?If so what? no! What's you're signature seduction tactic? pushing him on the bed the moment we walk in the door What is the furthest you go on a first date? i have received oral.. quinn Have you ever had sex on a first date? no, second though! i'm such a whore Ever have a One Night Stand? no What do you usually Wear to bed? nothing sexy What are you wearing right now?and under your clothes? just a t-shirt and boxers If you could Have sex with someone from the past, who would that be and why no one If you had to choose one word to describe your sexual personality, what wou hot and cold. i went weeks faking orgasm even though he pleases me everytime he spends the time on my clit If you were to do a 3some, would it be 2 guys or 2 girls? i wouldn't. it just doesn't interest me Ever have sex with someone but actually be thinking about someone else? no What kind of marks do you leave on your significant other stratch marks Do you have nicknames for your Private parts?If so what are they? pussy and clit Do you have any Piercings or Tats? If so what and where? my auntie is jewish so tatt's are "wrong" but i have a little on on my lower back Do you shave or wax?If so where? shave most of my pubic hair, legs, underarms What makes you horny? dirty talk AFTER ALL THIS ARE YOU HORNY RIGHT NOW? sadly (or not) no Create a Survey | Search Surveys | Go to bzoink!
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