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User:cobain_x_mortis (26803)
Name:Rehab reject still sniffing glue
Website:Nothing icons
Location:Gaithersberg, Maryland, United States
Birthdate:1983-09-21
AOL IM:rehab reject kdc (Add Buddy, Send Message)
ICQ UIN: 176089563 (Add User, Send Message)
MSN Username:Cobain_X_Mortis@hotmail.com
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"To be who you are in a world that is fighting day and night to make you like everybody else is to fight the hardest battle."
-E.E. Cummings


We need to bring back old fashioned religious values and good wholesome activities like orgiastic seasonal revels and feeding christians to the lions.

If you think Kurt Cobain killed himself and that Courtne was anything but a greedy murdering slut don't think about adding me (for your own good) because I WILL tear you apart










.Kurt.is.Empathy.



Kurt Cobain is hypnotic love.



Kurt Cobain is indelible love.



Kurt Cobain is blinding love.




Made by xladyxragex


      
Marriage is love.


Don’t even think of trying to redeem me, I regret NOTHING. No woman with any self respect would have done less.
The question of good and evil will always be one of philosophy’s most intriguing problems up there with existence itself. I’m not quarrelling with your choice of issues, only with your intellectually diminished approach. If evil means to be self motivated, the center of one’s own universe, to live in one’s own terms, then every artist, every free thinker, every original mind is evil. Because we dare to look through our own eyes rather than mouth clichés lent to us from so called Fathers. To dare to see is to steal fire from the Gods. This is mankind’s destiny, the engine which fuels us as a race.
Three cheers for Eve.

- Ingrid (White Oleander)

I update an obscene amount, deal with it!
Most of my entries are friends only (save for the ranting & raving ones).


So who am I?
I'm a 20 year old college student. I'm a double major of Religious studies and communications. I plan to do documentaries on religions around the world (and more specifically the placement of animals in said religions).
I'm a lesbian (and damn proud)
I'm a feminist (but not a feminazi... I promise)
I have borderline personality disorder.
I am a spiritual person. I don't have a particular religion. I guess I tend to gravitate more towards left-hand path Paganism, but I have strong roots in Hinduism.
I am in a deep committed relationship with a spirit lover. That is a HUGE aspect in my life, if you can't accept that you might want to reconsider friending me.

All hope abandon, ye who enter here!
-- Dante Alighieri


Nirvana Fan

I © Nirvana

MY COMMUNITIES:

tweek_freeks Speed addicts unite
deadsy_fans You know you love Deadsy
courtney_did_it KILL THE BITCH
interfaith_talk Come discuss religion without preaching
on_the_rag Girls community solely for hating the world and being PISSED
_ex_christians_ this is NOT a Christian hate site, it's a forum for people to discuss why they heft christianity, and share ideas and debate.

non_rpg_ads to promote your community as long as it isn't an RPG

JOIN THEM (if you are able to hold an intelligent discussion and don't use 12 year AOLer speak)

YOU'RE KURT COBAIN!!! You had a hard life. You are creative, sensitive, and intelligent. You give in to peer pressure easily. You have problems with drugs. You just want to make everyone love you and yet you feel it doesn't matter if they do or not. Your stomach hurts. Your lyrics are intelligent, thought provoking, and soulful. You think no one understands what its like to be you, and they really don't, this leads to a feelin of isolation and depression. You just want to be alone. You are Grunge, gothic, punk, prep, all rolled into one. You are nothing, yet you are everything.


The lines that make up me:

“Hatred, now that’s something you can use, sculpt, wield. It’s hard or soft, however you need it. Love humiliates you but hatred cradles you. I feel infinitely better now.” -Ingrid (White Oleander)

“You’re no different than I am, you just don’t know it yet.” -Carolee (White Oleander)

“We’re both imprisoned, you and I, punished for our strength and our courage. Don’t forget who you are.” -Ingrid (White Oleander)

“Remember it all, every insult, every tear.” -Ingrid (White Oleander)

“Loneliness is the human condition. Cultivate it, the way it tunnels in to you, allows your soul room to grow. Never expect to outgrow loneliness. Never expect to find people that understand you, someone to fill that space. An intelligent sensitive person is the exception, the very great exception. If you expect to find people that understand you, you will grow murderous with disappointment. The best you’ll ever do is to understand yourself, know what it is that you want and don’t let the cattle stand in the way.” -Ingrid (White Oleander)

“What’s the point of just being hurt on the inside, it should bloody well show. Beauty is deceptive, I would rather wear my pain, my ugliness.” -Astrid (White Oleander)


“When you start thinking that it’s easy you’re forgetting what it cost.” -Astrid (White Oleander)

“She’s never where she is, she’s only inside her head.” -Astrid (White Oleander)

“You’ve never been ugly, women treat you like you’re a disease they might catch and if, in a weak moment, they let you touch them, they make you pay.” -Paul (White Oleander)

“Without my wounds who was I? My scars were my face and my past was my life.” -Astrid (White Oleander)


“One can bear anything, the pain we can not bear will kill us outright.” -Ingrid (White Oleander)

“Why would you want me to be less than I am? So you could find it easier to dismiss me?” -Ingrid (White Oleander)

“I have caused grief as well as suffering it.” –Astrid (White Oleander)

“Victims, aren’t we all?” –Eric Draven (The Crow)

"If two people really love each other, nothing can keep them apart." – Sarah (The Crow)

“Pain is my power” –Ashe (The Crow 2)

“I believe that, as a species, human beings define their reality through suffering and misery” –Agent Smith (The Matrix)

“To deny our own impulses is to deny the very thing that makes us human” –Mouse (The Matrix)

“I’m not like them but I can pretend” –Nirvana ("Dumb")

“I’d rather die than be cool.” –Nirvana ("Stay Away")

“Pretending to be someone you’re not is a waste of the person you are.” –Kurt Cobain

"Everybody's got their own form of heroin." –Kurt Cobain

"America may be the land of the free, but there are definitely more ignorant people there. Most of the population are semi-retarded." –Kurt Cobain

“I sold my soul for freedom, it’s lonely but it’s sweet.” –Melissa Etheridge ("Talking To My Angel")

“They never woke up from the American dream and they don’t understand what they don’t see and they look through you and they look past me” –Melissa Etheridge ("Nowhere To Go")

“I don’t fall how you fall, I won’t hold on you can’t let go” –Cold ("Remedy")

“Never mind in faith if you can’t believe” –Cold ("The Day Seattle Died")

“They can’t hurt you if you can’t be found, deep inside, disappear again” –Lesser Green ("Undone")

“Be dangerous even in defeat” –LaVey The Satanic Bible

“You can not love everyone, it is ridiculous to think that you can. If you love everyone and everything you lose your natural powers of selection and wind up being a pretty poor judge of character and quality. If anything is used too freely it loses its true meaning.” –LaVey The Satanic Bible

“It is a well known fact that some people die simply because they give up and just don’t care anymore.” –LaVey The Satanic Bible

“Religion is for people afraid of going to hell, spirituality is for people who have already been there.” -???

"We have enslaved the rest of the animal creation, and have treated our distant cousins of fur and feather so badly that beyond doubt, if they were able to formulate a religion, they would depict the devil in human form." - William Ralph Inge

"A man is accepted into church for what he believes--and turned out for what he knows." –Twain


“The hardest thing in this world is to live in it.” –Buffy (Buffy The Vampire Slayer)

RIP:
K (April 5 1994)
I love you, K. Thank you for saving my life, thank you for showing me what it is to be loved. Never fade away

Doobie (March 14 2002)
I love you man, you taught me what it was to be free and to live. Life is fast cars and drugs. I hope you’re happy wherever you are. We miss you.

Dezzy (August 16 2003
Fuck you for not having the strength in your heart to pull through. I wish we could have saved you from yourself.

Draven (November 8 2003)
I love you baby, your beauty is your power, never allow them to lessen you. Fly away and let the pain go. You’re free. distorted_eyes
Memories:39 entries
Interests:121: aberdeen, agorophobia, androgyny, animal photography, animal planet, animal rights, anthony hopkins, anti ana, anti bush, anti censorship, anti courtney love, astral sex, bdsm, black and white photography, bleach, borderline personality disorder, cannibalism, cobain, cobainism, cold, computer graphics, cults, curly coated retrievers, dave grohl, dead people, dean koontz, debate, digital cameras, digital photography, dinosaurs, documentaries, dogs, ellen degeneres, ex christians, extinct animals, family guy, finding nemo, fish, futurama, gay pride, gay rights, george carlin, ghosts, girl interrupted, grunge, hannibal, hannibal lector, hauntings, hinduism, icons, in utero, incesticide, jurassic park, kali, kodak, krist novoselic, kurdt kobain, kurt, kurt cobain, kurt's death, landscapes, left hand path, lesbians, lesser green, libertarian, lost souls?, maryland, masochists, mcdaniel college, melissa etheridge, micheal crichton, nature, nature photography, necromancy, nevermind, nirvana, occultism, olympia, outcesticide, pain, phobias, photo art, photographs, photography, pictures, politics, poppy z brite, portraits, protests, pterodactyls, raptors, religion, sadomasochism, seattle, silence of the lambs, skyscapes, slaves, spirit boyfriends, spirit companions, spirit lovers, spirits, sting rays, susana kaysen, tarot cards, tattoos, that 70s show, the lost world, the simpsons, thrift stores, tom grant, torture, torture chambers, tv, velociraptors, violence, vore, washington, white oleander, who killed kurt cobain, winona ryder, writing
Friends:89: afterlife, alef, an0nym0us, anavrin_alucard, archaeopteryx, billyidolshott, blood_flower, bohemiantragedy, bootempest, challenge_god, coco4001, consortofvenus, courtney_did_it, courtz, cradleofanarchy, dark_december, deadsy_fans, debatereligion, distorted_eyes, distressedllama, eastcoaststar, edsel_dope, elitistbitch, emptyvision, evergleam, fortune, genderless, gorgerancidgore, gracie59, headache75, heartofglass, hiddenagenda, hotpink_pumps, ill_kill_you, interfaith_talk, juuhachigou, kiteara, kurt_cobain, kurt_drained_u, ladycordelia, lexid, luxie, mejvar, moonraye, munky6korn, myminds_nirvana, nirvanagurl, non_rpg_ads, notsohappy, occult_add_me, occult_studies, on_the_rag, pinkbabibubblez, pixxieduzt, politicaldebate, postbagboy, rayor, real_lesbians, rehab_rejectxkc, riddlin, roxystar_21, saferthanheaven, shadowandspirit, shadowmaiden, sharlene, snoozebutton, snowstar, spiritkat, spirituality, static1987, stevierulz, syntheticlove, teenagedirtbag, the_funhouse, topi, truelyurangel82, tweek_freeks, twiztidjuggalo5, useless_facts, wickedvixen, worstepisodever, xdarkrose4x, xdyingxagainx, xena23452, yellowtrouble, zanarkand, _ex_christians_, _wastedyouth, __corroded
Friend of:49: an0nym0us, archaeopteryx, bohemiantragedy, chained_heart, coco4001, courtz, cradleofanarchy, dark_december, distorted_eyes, distressedllama, eastcoaststar, edsel_dope, elitistbitch, emptyvision, gorgerancidgore, gracie59, headache75, heartofglass, hiddenagenda, ill_kill_you, juuhachigou, kiteara, kurt_cobain, kurt_drained_u, lexid, luxie, moonraye, munky6korn, myminds_nirvana, nirvanagurl, pinkbabibubblez, rayor, riddlin, roxystar_21, saferthanheaven, shadowmaiden, snoozebutton, snowstar, spiritkat, stevierulz, topi, truelyurangel82, twiztidjuggalo5, wickedvixen, xdyingxagainx, xena23452, yellowtrouble, zanarkand, _wastedyouth
Member of:32: 800by600, aboutaband, afterlife, an_odd_place, challenge_god, claim_a_soul, communitypromo, community_ads, courtney_did_it, deadsy_fans, debatereligion, friends_fans, horrors, inmemoryof, interfaith_talk, kdc, lesbians, nirvana_fans, non_rpg_ads, occult_add_me, occult_studies, on_the_rag, paranomal, politicaldebate, real_lesbians, shadowandspirit, simpsons4eva, spirituality, tweek_freeks, useless_facts, worstepisodever, _ex_christians_
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