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User:breatheforme (630253)
Name:Squishy
Location:Middletown, Rhode Island, United States
Birthdate:04-03
Email:bluefirenymph@msn.com
AOL IM:Sauce Pan Freak (Add Buddy, Send Message)
Bio:
Random thoughts,

....odd but interesting.

Sorrowful poems,

....all true.

Confusing rambleings,

....constant annoyance.

Pleas for advice,

....ocasionally.


Welcome to My Mind, Have a Seat and Stay a While.

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A Game

Love is a game
There are winners
There are losers
And there are cheaters

Some are born with skills
Some have to learn
I wish to learn
But never shall

I have given up
I am tired of being pushed to the side
I love, but am not loved back
I have lost the game

(Copywrite-DarkBlessing)

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I Am

I say I’m ok
I wear my mask
The masquerade is over
Time to reveal who I am

I am me,
Alone, lost, and forgotten
Scared, depressed, and deprived
Angry, cursed, and pitiful

Everyday is a show
Which role am I playing today?
I’m hiding behind my mask
To better fit the character

(Copywrite-DarkBlessing)

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Words Vs Actions

People are talking
Do you hear their words?
Do you believe what they say?
Do you think it’s possible?

Can I be loved?
Or are their words hollow?
Lies flowing from their mouths

Actions are louder than words
A simple hug screaming “I love you”
Yet I hear nothing
Silence surrounds me

People are talking
Do you hear their WORDS?
Do you believe what they SAY?

(Copywrite-DarkBlessing)

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Blinding My Way

I love no more
Despair is all that is left
Sorrow consumes me
Blinding my way

Hope is a distant memory
Love is a joke
Tears of anguish flow freely
Blinding my way

Hugs only give false hope
Longing to feel loved
Clouds of jealousy surround me
Blinding my way

Pushed into the shadows
Drowning in self pity
Lost in a mist of sadness
Blinding my way

(Copywrite-DarkBlessing)

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Cut Me Deep

Watch Me Bleed

Scar Me Beautiful

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Now you've made a mess of yourself-you've made a mess of everything.

You're a mess-a fucking mess.


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The Weather in Hell


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Squishy.
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Friend of:11: annicklet, drunknmunky, emotional_scars, greek_hyperion, i_dont_know_why, i_touch_my_cat, meex, reverendglass, rotten_beauty, sanctimony, this_lost_hope
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Account type:Free User

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