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| User: | achildforsaken (495489) |
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| Name: | Twitch |
| Website: | My Old Poetry. |
| Location: | Copley, Ohio, United States | | Birthdate: | 1985-09-09 |
| Bio: | Zack (11:12:46 PM): i love you... in whole body, whole mind and whole spirit Zack (11:12:52 PM): future, past and present... Zack (11:12:55 PM): forever..
My hopes are so high that your kiss might kill me.. so wont you kill me so I die happy? My heart is yours to fill or burst, to fill or bury or wear as jewelry. Whichever you prefer..
And you stood at your door with your hands on my waist, and you kissed me like you meant it. And I knew that you meant it. That you meant it.. .
- Hands Down - Dashboard Confessional.
- - - - - - I'm so sick of speaking words that no one understands. Is it clear enough that you can’t live your whole life all alone? I can hear you in a whisper; but you can’t even hear me screaming. - Evanescence - Where Will You Go. _ _ _ _ _
Quotes: Love.
- I never believed people when they said they could hear it. But I hear my heart breaking. It drowns out everything else in the world. - The Invisible Floating Torso Man - - - - - - When I first saw you, I was afraid to talk to you. When I first talked to you, I was afraid to like you. When I first liked you, I was afraid to love you. Now that I love you, I'm afraid to lose you. - Unknown. - - - - - - I wanted to be loved by someone who did not love me. That miser. Always hitting me; always throwing me into walls and through windows; always cutting me with knives and burning me with the sulfur tips of matches. She didn't know how to love me, she couldn't take care of me. I was her big disappointment, her sore tooth, her failed attempt, her temptation to destroy, to draw blood, to make amends with a line of salty puddles blaring red; too much blood to carry to contain. No one ever taught her how to love me. I wanted to be loved by a monster. That monster was myself. -Unknown. - - - - - - I am just a girl.. standing in front of a boy, asking him to love me. -[Julia Roberts in Notting Hill, maybe?] - - - - - - Everyone is meant for someone.. I just happen to believe that you are my "someone." -Unknown. - - - - - Quotes: Healing. - Healing may not be so much about getting better, as about letting go of everything that isn't you - all of the expectations, all of the beliefs - and becoming who you are. - Rachel Naomi Remen - - - - - - All those years you tried your best to break me, and I'm still here. I make mistakes, I screw up, but I learn. I don't blame others for my problems. I stand on my own. And you'll see. I'm going to make something of myself. - David Pelzer - A man named Dave - - - - - - Our greatest glory is not in never falling, but in rising each time we fall. - Confucius - - - - - - There is no greater agony than bearing an untold story inside you. - Maya Angelou - - - - -
Basic Bio.
Hair Color: Dark brown.. but I'm thinking about highlights. Blonde, red, blue.. Anything different. Hair Style: Layered, long, straight. -Shrug.- Eye Color: Green. Height: 5'4 or 5'5, I guess. Figure: Just fine. Status: Taken, and content with that. - - - - - Random: I'm 18, just graduated from Copley .. I've got Borderline Personality Disorder, according to the new doctor.. and Bipolar [II] according to the last four. On 900mg of Lithium, daily. And so begins another chapter of my life. . . I'm a recovering cutter and I plan to go into child / teenage or abnormal psychology. Okay, maybe criminology. Cant decide, but you get the idea. - - - - -
I'll add you if you add me. Stipulations. I'll remove you if you: -Dont interest me. -Post more than ten times in one day. -Ridicule me or a friend of mine. -Have nothing in common with me. -tYpe LykE thIZ N xpeCt PPl 2 uNdeRStaNd iT. -Are unintelligent. - - - - - If you add me to your list and fit the preceding criteria, you'll be added back and given a week to spark my interest before I remove you. I'm not one to add people merely for the sake of having a long list; quite the opposite, actually. I dont like giving a lalrge number of people access to my uncensored thoughts, so there are times when I'll become increasingly paranoid or insecure and chop the list in half. I do it somewhat often. But if you've got something worth reading, something readable and are willing to read and comment on mine as well.. give it a shot. Add me.
P.S. - I judge you quickly on whether or not I think you should be friended. It may be me who adds you first, but I may just as soon have you off two days later. Nothing personal. - - - - - Thanks to modest_riot and acutepunk for my godly icons. ^^; - - - - - |
| Interests: | 136: abuse, addictions, advil, alternative, angelina jolie, angels, anything black, autoerotic asphyxia, babies, back rubs, baggy jeans, baseball, being amused, being dominated, being held, biting, black eyeliner, black lights, black nail polish, black roses, bruises, burning things, caffeine, candles, chocolate, chokers, choking, christianity, corruption, crying, cuddling, curiosity, daydreaming, dean koontz, death, demons, discipline, dissociation, dreams, escape, evanescence, eyes, falling in love, fantasy creatures, feeling needed, fire, flirting, foreplay, furry animals, guys that sing, happy endings, healing, hedgehogs, hiccups, hugs, humor, insecurities, intelligence, intimacy, jelly bellies, kissing, kittens, knives, late nights, laughing, learning, licking, lighters, linkin park, lithium, long-term relationships, love, mangos, manic depression, masochism, microwaves, mirrors, multiple personalities, munchies, night time, old couples holding hands, oral sex, pain, panic attacks, peanut butter m&ms, performing, personality disorders, piercings, poetry, psychology, puppies, rain, rape, reading, red pandas, revelations, risky sex, role playing, running, safety pins, salvation, sarcasm, scars, secrets, self-mutilation, sex, sharp objects, shiny things, showing affection, silence, silver, silver lipstick, silver rings, singing, sit-ups, sleeping, sneezing, soft things, spikes, sporks, staind, starting over, stephen king, submission, suicide, surrealism, teasing, thinking, thongs, throwing things away, thunder storms, tribulation, vampirism, vampyres, writing, zack |
| Friends: | 2: achildforsaken, getmerked |
| Friend of: | 3: achildforsaken, getmerked, promisesinblood |
| Account type: | Free User |
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