ZoZo (zozzy) wrote, @ 2003-09-19 00:22:00

Current mood:

weird

I want Ellen to be happy. I want her to believe me when I say it will get better. But she won't. It distresses me. God, and my parents are being fucking arseholes at the moment too. Ellen is much lovelier than them. I love her far more. Does that make me a bad person? Probably. They make me feel that way anyway.

I also want Ellen to be happy about me and Drew. Drew does make me happy. He be lovely. Ellen be lovely. Everyone be lovely. I love them all.