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ZoZo (zozzy) wrote,
@ 2003-09-17 00:22:00
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    Current mood: pensive

    So anyway I'm mildly freaked out at the moment. Drew told me he loved me. It was mainly down to his mishearing me telling him he was lovely (which he is). I told him never to mention the "l" word again. I don't know why it freaks me out so much, but I don't like the idea. Not yet anyway. I'm very fond of the guy, and probably will sleep with him soon (basically, as soon as we get somewhere which isn't a public place...) but I don't want him to love me. I've seen what love can do. Plus, I must be a big whore because I like the whole tacky edge to our relationship. Another thing is, Ellen would be so unhappy about it. There's so much I can't tell her. Like the thing on the train. And the things we've done in parks. Boy are my nipples sore...

    Ack. Like I think I said before, I probably will love Drew soon. But not just yet. Hell, we've only been together for a little while. That's a telltale sign, I don't even know how long. Is that good or bad? Hell hell hell this is weird. This never happens to me. I am Zoe, maiden aunt. Not Zoe, wanton sex minx. Yet for some reason Drew seems to find me irresistable, making one person in the world actually fancy me. I probably should fall for him, as he's all I'll ever get. Argh.

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