| Current mood: |  drunk |
Yesterday I went to a superhero party. I looked like a complete prat with my knickers over my clothes and a big cape. My parents are going away (yay) so I shall have a pirate party. I like pirates. They rock. Hopefully it would entice Georgie to come. I will finally admit that I think she is fine. Really. Even though The Boys don't agree. Speaking of whom, I saw them tonight. Ellen, I think, is developing a Loz "thing". N00b. I can look him in the eye after The Incident, and although I want him, I can cope as I want everyone. Plus I don't think he wanted me in the first place. I can live with that, as nobody wants me.
Actually yesterday at the party I had a bit of a Moment. I have my Moments, and I sit and get miserable and think bad things. I try to suppress them, as I don't want to do that. And I blame other people even though it's entirely nothing to do with them. I suppose I probably have a bit of a problem, but that can't be helped. I also have a bit of an issue with lying, and that's never a good thing. However, fortunately my Moments aren't that common. It would only really be a problem if they happened often and I acted on the thoughts that are destructive, predominantly to me, but also to others.
I must be drunker than I thought I was. I'm being very honest here!
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