::vox:: =xe3j lover (zombies1967v) wrote, @ 2003-10-29 18:57:00

Current mood:	indescribable
Current music:	minus the bear

I dont want to forget this, I don't want to forget.
She talked to me....she fucking talked to me!! NO ONE UNDERSTANDS HOW MUCH THIS MEANS TO ME! She sat by Rhea like she does everyday after we have lunch and we finally talked. Although she was talking to me about this one broad and then going to IU it was still talking. She usually ignores me or gets pissed if I try to talk to her. I tried to act like I didn't really care that we were talking but oh fuck I did, and then I told her to shake my hand goodbye and she did. Then Ryan looked at me and I looked at right and I started crying and I said, "I waited 6 months just to hear her breath out purely." She did....she talked to me and it means the fucking world to me and everyone is like christ why the hell are you so happy and I couldn't stop smiling and I feel so FUCKING wonderful. Just keep this up please, just keep me alive...exsisting if you will. Maybe it was me actually sticking up for myself the last time we talked that she is talking to me. Seeing that I'm not going to kiss her ass anymore. Oh you are everything in the world to me, please don't let this fade away..please remember me, remember my name. Oh god, thank you for this day...thank you for letting me stop holding my breath, even if it's for a little bit. I'm crying, I'm so

	marcipants 2003-11-04 01:19 (link)
	Don't worry, I have every idea on how you feel right now. I have felt the same way, and wish that my person would talk to me again. I hope that you still feel great, and I hope that she continues to talk to you. :) Be happy my dear. (Reply to this) (Thread)

	Re: zombies1967v 2003-11-04 08:09 (link)
	Isn't it such a refreshing feeling. I hope your person does talk to you again. I still feel great right now, I hope she talks to me today. It's kindof sad how you can live off one person and usually I'm a strong beleive in NOT doing so. How are you doing? xo (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

marcipants 2003-11-04 14:00 (link)

Doing ok I suppose. I haven't talked to him in 2 weeks, which is both a good and a bad thing. But I think that he has started a new job (good for him), so that might be why. I still miss him like crazy, he was my best friend, and now I am afraid that he doesn't want to be around me anymore. But oter than that, I am doing fine, went to the Abbey the other night and just had a good time (and some really good dessert!). (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

Re: zombies1967v 2003-11-04 16:14 (link)

I think if it was meant to be things will happen the way they are suppost to. Perhaps you're to worried?Don't hold me on that since I'm not in your shoes and all. I think that the two of you will catch up soon and everything will be fine. I didn't talk to Lindsay for months on ends. I guess you just have to see the bright side. "The sweet isn't as sweet without the sour" ps. Lindsay didn't say anything to me today, that's okay though. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	marcipants 2003-11-05 02:19 (link)
	That is alright, you talked to her on the phone, yes? I am sure things will work out, I dunno. Good luck to me, and you for that matter. :) He he. Sweet dreams, Marci has school tomorrow. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: zombies1967v 2003-11-05 16:01 (link)
	She came back............SHE CAME BACK!!!!!! (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	marcipants 2003-11-05 17:26 (link)
	She came back? Congrats! Goodness, you will have to update me now. I would like to know all about it. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: zombies1967v 2003-11-06 07:42 (link)
	:] Already did. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)