::vox:: =xe3j lover (zombies1967v) wrote, @ 2003-10-25 15:48:00

I've been looking so long at these pictures of
you that I almost believe that they're real
I've been living so long with my pictures of you that
I almost believe that the pictures are all I can
feel
Remembering you standing quiet in the rain as
I ran to your heart to be near and we kissed as
the sky fell in holding you close how I always
held close in your fear remembering you
running soft through the night you were bigger
brighter and whiter than snow and
screamed at the make-believe screamed at the
sky and you finally found all your courage to
let it all go
Remembering you falling into my arms crying
for the death of you heart you were stone
white so delicate so lost in the cold you were
always so lost in the dark
Remembering you how you used to be so drowned you were
angels so much more than everything oh hold
for the last time then slip away quietly open
my eyes but I never see anything
If only I'd thought of the right words I could
have held onto your heart if only I'd thought of
the right words I wouldn't be breaking apart all
my pictures of you
Looking so long at these pictures of you never
hold onto your heart looking so long for
the words to be true but always just breaking
apart my pictures of you
There is nothing in the world that I ever
wanted more than to feel you deep in my heart
There was nothing in the world that I ever
wanted more than to never feel the breaking
apart of my pictures of you






i had a dream that lindsay was in the hospital and no one had her blood type so she was going to die and when i found out i ran to the hospital and they tried my blood and it worked so i gave her a liver or something and saved her life and our beds were next to each other and when i woke up she was staring at me crying and then she told me that she loved me but then I told her that we don't have to be friends just because I did that for her, I did it so people wouldn't miss out on what I got the pleasure of or something. So basically my dream was saying that I would do anything for her, without wanting anything in return, even my own life.

i woke up feeling like shit i left my room and my parents yelled at me and made me feel like more shit so i stayed in my room for like 3 hours.

i can't get over this.

i will always love you.

	onescreaming 2003-10-25 20:16 (link)
	thats an awesome dream. now from that dream, could you say that in life. would you do anything for her? call me (317) 538-5033 about the show on the 6th of dec. (Reply to this) (Thread)

	Re: zombies1967v 2003-10-25 20:40 (link)
	Yes I would. I'll give you a call, we will figure out rides and shit. xo (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: onescreaming 2003-10-26 14:14 (link)
	awesome, i will hear from you soon then ;-) buuuuuhbye (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)