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Things at home have not been going well, Margret wants to write about this so i'll let her tell of everything leading up to it. Only read this after you've read hers - if she writes about it.
Last night after I ate dinner I was reading, my mom came out and yelled at me, I lost it and went into my room and locked the door. She was yelling at me to open it and other things. Then she left and went to the store, she didn't tell me though. While she was gone I called my dad and told him what happened, he told me to keep him updated and I got off and went to take a shower and brush my teeth. After I got out I put my dishes in the dishwasher and strated it, I grabed my exercise equipment and went into my room and locked the door again. I did several exercises, then she came home, she didn't say a word to me so I just finished my exercises. After that I layed down on my bed with my CD player and fell asleep. I must have turned my alarms off in my sleep because I don't remember doing that, but I woke up about 0700, I got my mom up, she didn't say anything, and I asked her to either call in or write me a note. While she wrote the note I ate breakfast and got my stuff ready. When I went in to get the note she noticed that she hadn't signed it, before she signed it she told me some things, basically I was moving in with my dad after she hired someone to clean the place and I would be paying for a $1500 deposit from the house in Tampa, because of some threats she couldn't get it refunded and it was my fault because the house wasn't clean. She also told me she would sell my furniture and my books, furniture - ok, books - i don't think so. I borrowed her car (for the last time, i think) and drove to school. I called my dad on the way and updated him, I was crying the whole time, I don't know how I even drove, I took the long way through Shalimar, down Meigs dr. School cheered me up, talking with Laura, Margret, and Kevin about it (he went through basically the same thing as I'm going through right now). Seeing BEEP! and talking with him cheered me up a LOT, if he's reading this I just want him to know that I felt a lot better afterword. Our "LAN PARTAY" in Computer Science cheered me up and so did lunch. English was just the cherry on top. After school - I'll let one of the twiners talk about that, I'm tired. But now I'm at my dad's and I'm gonna stay that way, no matter what.
Anyone can post if they think they have advice for me.
P.S. Thank you very much Laura and Margret for being there, it really helped, and thanks to the little AOE2 group - That was the whipped cream, right below the cherry.
P.S.S. Tomorrow we're getting me a cell phone!
If my mom reads this, here's a message for her - "Just because I can't live with you dosen't mean I don't love you. I love you mommy."
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 kahli7912
2005-04-09 15:47
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we're always here for ya, no matter what =)
o and i talked with my dad about u coming over after school even if we're not here "of course, she's always welcome" (just like i said ^.^) and since u know the #, well, have fun lol. o but if u do stop by leave a note plz, that way we (ok, me cuz im paranoid lol) wont be like "hmm, why are there dishes by the sink? why is the tv on a different channel?? AHHH intruders!!" that would sorta funny tho, if like, we started freaking out.
Wootness about the cell phone.
^.^ i had fun writing u the note in physics, making it pretty. but JEEZ the heart just died. it collapsed from a purple overdose lol. i shouldve just left it pink. grr this is what happens when i try to incorporate your favorite color haha.
but soooo....um....not much else to say write now. Agh, right now* lol. "when going thru hell, keep on going"
i <3 u!
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| Zann88 
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2005-04-09 23:09
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Thanks you guys, well u've got my cell phone # now. I guess u 2 are the only ones who read my journal - cause nobody else ever posts. Good day today - tomorrow = biology + tidy up my room here.
<3 u 2!
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2005-04-10 22:33
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I read it Kt, I'm just lazy about posting. <333 I had no idea all that stuff was going on. Call if you ever want to talk, I'm always here. *hugstodeath* I think you are taking things very well, you're so kewl like that.
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