Chii (yoursinsintome) wrote, @ 2003-12-03 22:02:00

Current mood:	blank
Current music:	AFI - This Time Imperfect

~*~*~* Just My Luck ~*~*~*
Ok
Well me and Kevin broke up

He broke up with me for a ninth grader

Unbelieveable

Sorry but I don't see how an 18 year old can possibly have a substaintial relationship with a 14 year old

It's gross

and it's funny Kevin always told me he thought that was gross

Then again he also told me he would never dump me
and he loved me

and stuff like that

And he still continously continues to tell me that
Like for instance

He did say that is things gowrong with her that he'll go back out with me

Ok you fucking jerk
I'll go out with you again..
Yeah i'll punch him in the face for putting me through this shit
He's going to have to ask if he wants me back...

Hence The Used lyrics

Then is said

It would be gross if I was his sister
and when I asked him why
He told me i knew why

Well obviously I don't know if i asked him?

Am I supposed to take that as he's hinting that he still loves me?

wtf??!!


AND THEN he tells me he still wants to hang out with me which is fine but he probably expects me to be MYSELF
Happy, and Obnoxious

Well I can definately say that isn't going to happen
Im most likely going to be my good old quiet self, head plastered to the ground etc.


Although he'll probably get me laughing x.x
That problem with that boy is that he always knows how to make me laugh...



and I know him like a book...

Trust me

1 year and 3 monts will do that to you.

but I'm in a bad mood regardless altohugh this adds alot to it

i'm sick
I threw up
and I'm achy

and to top it ALLL off
I have college classes tommorow that I really don't feel liek going to
and yet I am going to force myself to go
because I am a good student

ha hahahah

Let's all laugh at me now
Kristen does damages once again

Only this time I definately wasen't over-protective
and I definately did a good job

Kevin himself said he loved me and I was perfect?!!

wtf??!!

Guys make no sense
and I hate them...

if you want to read more about " how I feel "
you can check out my deadjournal
http:www.deadjournal.com/users/solitaryecho

	incoherent_x 2003-12-04 03:31 (link)
	me and my boyfriend have the same age difference. i was 14 when he was 18. therefore i am a bit bleh that you find it gross. oh well whatever right... (Reply to this) (Thread)

yoursinsintome 2003-12-04 11:19 (link)

Well i'm not saying that ALL relationships are like that but he's going upstate to college and making her wait 3 years just seems liek a horrible thing to do I mean it would be different if he was going closer to home so he could be with her but then he said to me that when I got to Rugter's Camden that we'll probably get back together and I do feel that he may just be going out with her just for the fact that she's THERE in his town because I'm only 20 minutes away.. but yeah I didn't mean any disrespect by it and maybe I should of written more about it. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	incoherent_x 2003-12-07 05:51 (link)
	yes i do understand what you are saying. dont mind my little remarks i am quite frankly one minded at times. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	abjection 2003-12-04 07:19 (link)
	they can't, really. no matter how mature fourteen-year-olds are, they're still children. more than likely he's going to take advantage of her (not necessarily in a sexual way, but you know what I mean). if he had to be like that, forget about him. <3 pleeeenty of more fishies in the sea! (Reply to this) (Thread)

yoursinsintome 2003-12-04 11:21 (link)

yeah i know what you mean because he told me that when I go to college up there we may get back together and stuff like that Unless he was lying which is very unlikely because he's really never lied to me.. It's just seems like because she lives in his town and like them that he feels the need to go out with him because I live 20 minutes away which isn't that far but yeah... (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	babyalyssa 2003-12-04 11:10 (link)
	Oh, fuck. I hate guys like...uh. *huggie* Feel better, Chii. Puh-lease. (Reply to this) (Thread)

	yoursinsintome 2003-12-04 11:21 (link)
	I feel fine All I know is when his relationship with her goes under He's going to be back and I may punch him XD (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	babyalyssa 2003-12-04 20:02 (link)
	I'm behind ya! ;) (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	vynara 2003-12-06 21:10 (link)
	heya woooooooooooooooooman. forget about 'em. you deserve BETTER. go paint the town red! some better guy would come along and sweep you off your feet. then fall down and worship ya. because you're WORTH it, hear? *hugshugshugs* (Reply to this) (Thread)

	yoursinsintome 2003-12-16 16:46 (link)
	* hugs * yeah all the guys who I don't like at all I only like them as a friend and they like me and it's kinda weird LOL XD (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)