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CAN MY LiFE GET ANY W0RSE RiGHT N0W? UH..LET'S N0T JiNX iT
ugh im gettin pissed off n im really worried. me n bf had once again a fight, but this one was bigger. ok, so a couple days ago [i write this already i think] me, my best friend amanda, and my bf sean were all chillin together and u kno that i wasnt bein all lovey dovey that day, excusable right? u would think. one day im not all fuckin makin out wit him n he flips. uhh ur a summer fling or w/e so shut the fuck up. ok so he 'forgives' me for that, yea riite cuz u kno it was reallyyyy horribleee lemme tell ya. anyway, while we were all chillin that day i saw these skaters n i thought i saw my friend peter [who durin the skool year we had this lil thing goin on or w/e n we almost got together blah blah] so i was askin amanda if that was peter n i was all hidin n shit lol so i kno sean notices, lets it slide i guess ... next thing --> last nite i go online n amanda n sean are both on & both their profiles have sumthin to do with eachother, for example they say sumthin like amanda i love ya cuz [because there 'cousins' u kno] and sean ur the best cuz! blah blah i get kinda jealous, which is expected u kno. he takes me outta his profile n puts HER in. i thought we were kool n all. guess not? so im actually talkin to peter online n were havin a good convo n all. so i put him in my profile n stuff about him in there, sean sees, flips out on ME. well well .. u have ur own lil person in ur profile u dumb shit. he starts sayin that i like peter, wtf am i doin, hes not sure if he likes me anymore. evry minute his feelings change -- he likes me, then he loves me, then he doesnt kno if he likes me. i HATE LiTTLE ASS B0Y GAMES, D0NT Y0U GET THAT Y0U FUCKiN STUPiD FUCK! i start goin off, cuz i already went thru this drama last year with all my ex bfs. i dont want it now, i almost slit my wrists cuz of this exact kind of shit. soo i start sayin shit that i dont even kno! i cant even think straight, im babblin on to him n i somehow say sumthin like 'this kinda shit almost made me slit my wrists!' n hes all like 'what??' so here we go. i made a big mistake by bringin up the former cutter thing. well now he cares. he calls me about 878669 times makin sure im ok n i dont do anything. oh come on, would i really cut myself over a B0Y, especailly a boy like Y0U?! yeaaa thats hilarious. i still like him tho..we'll see where it goes. hes down the shore now n has assured me he wont cheat on me lol yeaa ok. well we'll just see wat happens wen he comes bak n stuff. hopefuly he'll call me. eh i'll write more later` mwa xx
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