<There Is No Happy Here> (yodaps) wrote, @ 2003-09-11 19:51:00

Current mood:

indescribable

I want to say sorry to everyone. I know I'm a bitch, and I know you're all pretty sick of my right now. That's okay, I'm pretty sick of myself too. Don't bother hating me, because I can assure you I hate myself more. I don't know what happened to me, or what's wrong with me. A few minutes ago I burst into tears and I don't know why. I can't take anything anymore, and I'm even more mad at myself for sitting here bitching about it. I feel guilty for being so unhappy, when so many people in the world have nothing and they're not complaining, and it only makes me feel worse. I know I'm not a good friend, and I'm sorry. It's not fair to you all, but thank you for dealing with me for this long.
You wanted my true emotions? Well I hope you're fucking happy.

	why? mrmikehaha 2003-09-12 19:34 (link)
	who do you hate yourself right now? (Reply to this) (Thread)

	frail_loser 2003-09-12 23:31 (link)
	nikky, your my best friend and i love you! when u burst into tears just think of all the good times u've ever had. think about the cabin. think about the tree. think about adamo killing you and me wanting to call an ambulance. yodas i miss you so much and i wish i were there to do whatever i could possibly do to cheer you up. - your dweeb (Reply to this) (Thread)