| Current mood: |  sick |
| Current music: | Keith Urban- You'll Think of Me |
Wow........
haha well these paszt few days have been greater then before. Except for last night.....but oh well that's life. I'm so much better then I've ever been. But now that I'm better I can't focus in school as much as I used to. It's scary b.c my 5th grade teacher said she wanted to get me tested for ADD b.c I couldn't pay attention....well I can't pay attention in class now, especially in Science. That class is the greatest but Ms. Mcdowell has snowflakes on her ceiling and I stare at them constantly. I think I do have ADD...I hope not though b.c I have enough problems just me not being able to pay attention would be one more to add on to that list. Last night was really stupid and weird. The guy I liked was pissed off at me b.c my dad doesn't like him, well my dad doesn't like a whole buncha guys, for the simple fact THEY ARE GUYS. Anyways he got offended and said things he shouldn't have and well I'm not really feeling the friendship thing anymore. I was perfectly fine with it before and nothing really bothered me but last night he took it too far and I just don't know how long it will take for me to get back into the friend groove. A friend of mine said that was the worst, and that I don't deserve to be treated like that. I agree but I still don't understand why my head is still wanting to be my friend when my heart is like forget him, he's not worth anything for what he did to you. And I want to go with the heart part but my head is stuck in the same spot like a NEVER ENDING RECORD. But other then all this drama and stuff my life can't get any better. My birthday is soon it's in 3 months and 9 days. Then I turn 15, maybe a little more freedom will come from this birthday but if not, I hope I just get some simple things for my birthday. Valentine's Day is coming up, oh well I don't really care, but I don't want anyone to buy me anything. I will be happy on V-Day if I get nothing.....ugh I have a cough and stuff from running outside for softball open gym. That wasn't good. I am getting sicker, like a cough and a really bad headache...I bet if I took medicine, it would go away, but I don't like medicine, but eventually I will wear down and take it...ugh I hate that stuff it's NASTY!! well that's about all for me to write in here.....not too much~
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