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Cailin (xxsicrockbabyxx) wrote,
@ 2003-12-05 22:47:00
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    Current mood: content
    Current music:NONE

    Not so innocent ne more......
    On this past Sunday i went over dillons house for a while. No one was home :D. Soo we decided to try something and i cant believe it worked!!!!! OoOoOoOoHhHh It felt sOoOoOoOoOoOOoo good!! Now im like obsessed wift it! ok fine im just gonna say it... ::whispers:: im not a virgin anymore!! HAHAHA!!! we took eachothers. we r seriously in love so dont give me ne crap like 'oh u shoulda waited' because i wanna spend the rest of my life with this kid. I can see myself with him until the day i die. im deeply deeply DEEPLY in love with him (i love him more than Jon. Now thats A LOT!!!!) i cant imagine my life without Dillon in it. i love him SOOOOOO much....words CANNOT describe it. but it was definitly the BEST sexual experience ive EVER experienced!!! NEWAYS! we did that we cuddled n' stuff. then we decided to got to Wendy's since it was rite down the road and he carried me on his shoulders half way there lol. yea...then after we ate we went to his room and watched more tv and tickled each other. i think havin sex brought us closer together lol now thats hilarious but seriously we're even DEEPER in love. hes ALL i think about now. b4 i thought of him like 80% of the time but now its 99.9%. i simply love him. i even cry sumtimes wen i think how much i love him. its likei love him so much it hurts cuz i cant express the amount of my love with words. i cant believe someone actually truly loves me. its the BEST feeling in the world. just thinking of him i get butterflies, my thighs quiver, i start to smile and i giggle like a lil girl. im sooooo emo its not even funnay. i live for love. i just want to b loved forever and find 'the one' (i think ive already found 'the one') im such a romantic......its so pathetic................well thats enuf for now!

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2003-12-07 17:23 (link)
eh..oh well

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