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same old shit today. nothing exciting or out of the ordinary happened to me. the talent show is on friday. i'm going. ugh. and my whole family is going too. i'm not sitting with them haha. anywho. then on friday night i'm hopefully sleeping over meggie's. that'll be fuun. hmm what else. i need to go shopping and buy a new bathing suit and some more summer clothes. all my clothes from last year are too big. it's so friggin hard to buy pants though because i have a big ass and these muscular thighs but a really small waist. lol it sucks, man. but oh well. once i lose some more weight i'll be all set. just a few more pounds.
then i'll be okay.
so. may 18 i'm going to the doctor's for a therapist recommendation. hopefully. my mom still needs to tell my dad about it, and he's not going to like it. at all. he's going to be bull shit. i'm sure there will be lot's of screaming and yelling involved. tears. yea. you know the deal. but i don't care. this is for me, not for him. it's time to be fucking selfish!
we got our dance costumes. i hate all four of them. they all fit wrong, they're too big. errrg. nothing ever fits me right! whatever. this is my last year anyways so i'll just have to deal.
that's all i ever do. i just learn how to deal.
well. i'm out. later skaters. <3
-hugs,
me.
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(Anonymous)
2004-05-05 18:55
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~huggles tightly~ Hey if you don't want to sit with your family, Im hopefully going ^^ It'd be cool to see ya ^^ And hey sweetie, don't worry a thing about the clothes thing, lots of people have that problem. I myself have a hard time, cause im tall and i have a HUGE ass... so its hard to find pants that fit without them falling too low and showing my gut.
Love you forever and always,
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(Anonymous)
2004-05-05 19:47
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hey secsay!
lol,,... i hope we hang out some time.. i think that u dont need to lose NE more weight becuase u are perfect.;
so any who. hehe i am glad u are getting therapy...becasue u NEED IT BITCH!! just kidding i love u
well i am gonna go i love u
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