| Current mood: | aggravated |
| Current music: | "we're in heaven"-dj sammy |
ugh. i am in such a pissed off mood. i don't know why. i'm just in a fuck you mood. but what else is new? heh. anyway. recited my taming of the shrew lines today. i think i did pretty well. someone made me kind of nervous, but it happens. ran the mile. errrg. i've been jogging and working out all winter and spring and i couldn't even get my fat ass to get a good score. sometimes i really hate myself!
whatever. i better not post too much about my "depressing" day or all my friends will have a fucking panic attack. i can't even speak my mind without being judged. i'm so sick of it. i want to be left alone!
people are so hard to deal with
and i'm not saying i can't deal with people. i'm a big girl, i don't try to stay locked in the house for days at a time. it's just that i hate it when everyone thinks they need to protect me, oh we all need to save poor little suffering jess she needs love. no, i don't need your love. because it's not love, it's not concern. it's fucking pity. go take your bull shit somewhere else.
all i want is him
yea. bye.
-me.
get out of my head . . then i'll be fine
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(Anonymous)
2004-05-03 15:57
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Heyyyy Jessie. I know how u feel, whenever I'm like hey I feel depressed today everyone's like "OMG SHE GONNA DIEEEE" and I'm like ".......no......." lol. I hope you feel better soon tho. =) (Even though hearing it from other people never helps).. yeah... lol
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(Anonymous)
2004-05-03 16:44
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Hey sweetie... please just know that what I say and do is not out of pity. I just worry about you because I've felt exactly the same way and I'm scared you'll do the things i ddi to try and make it go away. I only say/ do the things i do because I love you and worry about you. Promise.
wuvvles,
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