The Girl With The Broken Smile (xx_helpless_me) wrote, @ 2004-11-02 13:45:00

Current mood:	happy
Current music:	saves the day - freakish

the end to a new beginning.
well this is my farewell to mandi...

As I'm talking my words
Slip to the floor
And they crawl through your legs
Slide under
The back door

Rendering me
Freakish and dazed
Well here I am dont know how to say this
Only thing I know
Is awkward silence
Your eyelids close
When you're around me
To shut me out

So I'll go walking in the streets
Until my heels bleed
And ill sing out my song
In case the birds wish to sing along
And ill dig a tunnel to the center of the universe

Well here I am dont know how to say this
Only thing I know is awkward silence
Your eyelids close when youre around me
To shut me out

I'll make my way across the frozen sea
Beyond the blank horizon
Where I can forget you and me
And get a decent night sleep

Well here I am dont know how to say this
Only thing I know is awkward silence
Your eyelids close when youre around me
To shut me out

Well here I am dont know how to say this
Only thing I know is awkward silence
Your eyelids close when youre around me
To shut me out
To shut me out
(dont shut me out)
To shut me out
(dont shut me out)
To shut me out
(dont count me out)
To shut me out
(dont shut me out)

this song starts off the winter season for me! its awesome. yeah yeah well.... im not sorry for anything. u can hate me or love me? but whatever i am done. done with everything but most importantly done with YOU.

YOU know who you are.

off to go vote!

blustar 2004-11-22 01:45 (link)

... it is sad my friend... I have to make these coments now because i never made them before... i guess i sorta just left things alone. but the thing is ... i know how i feel about you and i never said som of those things... and its kinda funny that you were happy when you made this post... I know how you feel now and im just really sorry that all of that happened and you know that... i guess what i really want to say is you only show how you feel when you are mad... show the happy more often... even then you do now. thank you for everything that you have done for me. you really are the best thing that ever happend to me. I LOVE YOU MARISOL. i really really do. only yours. you know who. (Reply to this) (Thread)