Kitty (xrag_dollx) wrote, @ 2004-06-06 03:25:00

Current mood:	lonely
Current music:	Deftones - Change (In the House of Flies)

::sighs:: All alone once again. I really do hate being alone. I rode my brothers bike all the way over to jeremys today. Just for him, why? Idk, it must be love... lol. BTW: I'm a lazy ass so it means a lot. You know, riding the bike all of the way there. I don't think I would do it for anyone else unless I was extremely bored. I stayed up till 5:30 am last night with mike, he slept over cause my mom slept at the hospital. My dad is still in there, in and out in and out for like 3 months. He is really fucked up. Anyway, so jimmy stopped by with his friend who was rolling balls and gave me my own. The only thing is that I only got one and it didn't do shit. It was a waste of 15 bucks man, I'm telling you that. I'm still owed another one though, a better one. So hopefully they will work next time... I did have fun playing with the pretty glow sticks. I Danced around my room with them and the music was pretty too. I put on a show for mike. cant wait to actually do it right next time...

kitty sorrowblooms 2004-06-07 02:58 (link)

dear sweet kitty i need you i love you i am forever yours no matter what others say everything here for you to keep. ive made many mistakes that i wish could change and its so hard to accept things when were so close but yet far apart and because of me. but it seems that youve had things also behing my back like i geuss that kid orion you were obsessed with i was told of a while ago but w/e i love you and it doesnt matter . your love is the only thing driving me so let it drive you and maybe that will get you through . and when you can have closure and stability ill still be here helping you in anyway . always yours , (derjunge) Jeremy. <3 u (Reply to this) (Thread)