eLySe pOLiCe <33 (xoxfydelxox) wrote, @ 2003-12-15 19:31:00

Current mood:	frustrated
Current music:	still frame <3 [trapt]

plz help me cuz im breaking down. this pic is frozen n i can't get out of hereeeee
Please help me 'cause im breaking down, this pictures frozen and i cant get out
Please help me 'cause im breaking down, this pictures frozen and i cant get out of here
Believe me, im just as lost as you
Believe me, im just as lost as you

an every time i think ive finally made it
I learn im farther away than i have ever been before
I see the clock and its ticking away, and the hourglass empty
What the fuck do i have to say

Please help me 'cause im breaking down, this pictures frozen and i cant get out
Please help me 'cause im breaking down, this pictures frozen and i cant get out of here
Believe me, im just as lost as you
Believe me, im just as lost as you

Keep it inside, the image portrayed
As if i couldnt stand losing as if I couldn't be saved, no way
A small confession I think im starting to lose it
I think im drifting away from the people i really need
A small reflection on when we were younger
We had it all figured out 'cause we had everything covered
Now were older its getting harder to see
What this future will hold for us, what the fuck are we going to be?

Please help me 'cause im breaking down, this pictures frozen and i cant get out
Please help me 'cause im breaking down, this pictures frozen and i cant get out of here
Believe me, im just as lost as you
Believe me, im just as lost as you

So lost, I'm just as lost as you
Oh well what am i going to do
I'm afraid im falling farther away (from where i want to be)

Please help me 'cause im breaking down, this pictures frozen and i cant get out
Please help me 'cause im breaking down, this pictures frozen and i cant get out of here
Believe me, im just as lost as you
Believe me, im just as lost as you






wow last night hadda b the worstttt night ever.. dane n i were supposed to go to a show n then my dad decided to b an ass nd at the last minutee he decided not to take us.. n then i was in a much worse of a mood then i was earlier.. so i did sum more decorating n then wrapped gifts for my moms toys for tots at work <3 i love toys for tots .. lol i like given gifts to ppl.. knowin that someone will b happy this christmas.. but neway the night progressed n everything got horrible.. i layed in my room for like 2 hours n jus cried.. for no apparent reason i jus cried n i was soo sad.. but i didn't kno y.. so neway i came downstairs n sat arround til my bro got off the fone n then i went online.. n thats wen it all started.. like 9 my dad came downstairs n my mom started maken rude comments to him.. n then they started fightin.. omg it was so horrible i was like sooo scared.. i tried to get them to stop a few times n then my dad was like leave us alone n he hit me .. n like i was flippen out on them n all n then i sat bac down n screamed rly loud n then christian came screaming random words like fuck u shut the fuck up i hate my parents u r immature.. blah blah blah.. n then i finally couldn't take it nemore n i was like you no wut .. you guys sit here n fight n wonder why this house is so miserable... all i rememeber growing up is you guys fighting.. you no how that feels.. i went on for like 10 minutes n i was like crying n all .. it was bad.. but hey i cried basically all night newayyy.. n finally they stopped n my dad tried being nice to me.. yeh ok no fuck him.. n then today was like so weird b/c like there was this weridness between me n my family.. god i hate it soo much why can't everyone jus b fucken happy.. noOO! especially this christmas i think will b the crappiest of all jus b/c my parents fight all the time.. so that was my bad night.. i thought iw ould share.. neway i woke up with a cold ND another sickness.. fucken joy! ill prolly b dead by christmas ive been so sick :-/ gosh im so negative.. i needa stop
elyse <|3

	earlyxnovember 2003-12-15 19:59 (link)
	elyse. its the same here. only i stay out of it. i mean people fight when they suposible "love" each other. and sometimes it just time to ignore it. i think im getting used to it. they haven't argued as much as they used to. but yeah i love you and im shure they do too . i <3 u... kt (Reply to this) (Thread)

	ELYSE!!!!!!! (Anonymous) 2003-12-15 22:54 (link)
	its ok baby!!! you know i love u soo fucken much!!!!! im always hea fa you!! ALWAYS awwww dun worry! you no who dis be .. i wuv u vewy much!! mwuahh!!! u ma niggA (Reply to this) (Thread)