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| Current music: | Fuck you right back |
Wishing I was happy
Hey... I am about ready 2 go crazy! There is wayyy 2 much bullshit going down in my life! I feel like CRAP & I stayed home & went 2 my grandmas cauz I couldnt stay here. I got there @ 11 & slept till about 2 when they woke me up 2 eat then we went & picked up Zach. Hes been really nice lately, I like the idea of him going 2 the church school it is really good 4 him... that boy didnt even know the Easter or the Christmas story!!!! I had 2 explain it 2 him yesterday! Sarah is a whore like always... it makes me mad as hell that she can be sweet 2 my face & then talk crap about me 2 every 1 else! I tried calling David all day but nobody picked up. When I finally got home I called his house & talked 2 Rachel 4 like 20 minutes b4 me eric & james all went running.
I don't know what 2 do w/ me & David's relationship n*emore... I keep telling myself to calm down & just swallow it cauz I miss him so much all the time. My problem is I can't just be in a relationship & let whatever happens happen i have 2 know when were going 2 c eachother 4 how long & what were gonna do lol. I have 2 wait until Friday 2 c him & it would be 1 thing if he was home enough 4 me 2 get a hold of him when I needed somebody 2 talk 2 but hes not! He's always working & busy & gone & it hurts me so much cauz I'm scared as hell that something is going 2 happen 2 my granpa & I need David cauz hes the only person who makes me feel n*e better. He just called me now, I dont know what 2 do I need my boyfriend & right now I need him 2 be the best boyfriend he can.
Other than all of that I am ok I suppose. This bitch BraceFaceInPink keeps emailing me & I'm going 2 find out who the bitch is cauz I'm getting kind of annoyed! N*ewayz... I'm hungry as hell so i'm going 2 get some chow...
Lots of love 2 all
XoXo ~*~Ashley
I LOVE YOU DAVID
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