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ugh..
yea this week has been death..tuesday i wasnt allowed to go to band. wednesday..idk wth i did i stayed home and then went out to dinner with my fam and cAssie. it was funny we went up north to eat and i was like hey cassie hot plACe HUH. lmao. haha we were laughin at the ice cream man cuz he was out at 9 when it was dark as hell out. oh well. thursday i worked..it was ok. Me and Rachel went together but when we got into the gate her ID card said terminated!! ugh she hadda leave. i was so mad she was supposed to follow me everywhere lol. iut suckedddd . but i was breaker so i was like everywhere. and Jon W. like put me in a headlock i was scared cuz i didnt know who it was but then when i did im like oh now ur talkin to me. god hes like ppl were sayin u were jealous that i started goin back out with my gf. im like yea..uh NO. lol. i was like i was mad cuz we didnt hang out that one day..w.e. it was like a mONTH agO! idc nemore but neway and i felt like he liked me and i started likin him but then he had a gf all of a sudden so i forgot bout it. but yea idk hes all into hangin out at the mall again. im like no thankS..then i said ok! hey its the mall. i <3 the mall so u cant turn that down. yea it was an ok day. yesterday i worked with Steve and SAm most of the day. Steve's funny as hell i love working with him and Sam is too. haha we got #s again. its funny one of the guys was Billy this kid Rachel hooked up with last year. and he gave sam his # and then im like wait heres Rachels # why dont u actually CALL hER. and then the next thing we know his gf is at our window sayin " thats my bf u just gave ur # too and id greatly appreciate it if u didnt talk to him" im like ok bitch that wasnt my # and 2nd of all he gave us his ...and she shut up and walked away. looks like some1 is gettin DUmPED. then we stayed till closing and then went home. today was like the worst. i came in 2 hours early cuz my brother came in at 12 15 and i had to come in @ 2. i stayed at Keiths stand. then working at OC i felt so sick. i wanted to go home i felt like i was gunna faint...then gil came by wow he doesnt talk to me at all..i guess its cuz i said to him dont talk to me im not ur friend nor do i wanna be. he deserves it hes the one who told me never to believe joe and shit and then all of a sudden hes on joes side sayin I led him on yea ok.i say like shut up everytime he talkes to me cuz he called me a bitch and shit. fuck that. then i saw joe a couple of times..im basically dead to him..i dnt exist when hes around. its MurDer. why cant he just be my friend!! ughh wth did i do i wanna kill myself..its not fair. working there isnt the same nemore i used to have lots of fun and now i just wanna die. i want to look at joe but then it just brings back memories and i doubt the kid wants to even talk to me neway..so whats the point? i hate him.i love him. w.e. im no one nemore. hes no one nemore. neway i left at 10 20 thank god i wanted to get out of there it didnt help that joe and gil were outside the door. Keith took me home! YAY it was fun his car= SICK. we picked up his GF and took her to work then on the way to my house i called Jon hah im like holla its keith and jons like my ass is it keith. lol he hung up on me! oh well now im at my house and theres tons of ppl here im scared. oh well im done with this sh*T cant wait for work tomorrow...thank god my brother will be there i think id probably die if he wasnt there. oh yea and he wanted to call DAn and talk to him im like no..if he wants to talk to me he shud call me why shud i run back..i guess i never meant anything to him.
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Carolyn*
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2004-08-01 14:43
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EWWW wtf was wrong with that guy..i wasnt terminated..i fuckin QUIT! lol i was gunna run away and hide in the park..but my friend said not to lol. Its not fair though i need my ID hah. Ugh this sucksssss how will i get in the park now. I need my f'in job back like NOW! yea..ANYWAY! DAns fuckin retarded. i dunno what his problem is so fuck it..u can do SOOOOO much better!! lol. And joes stupid too all thinkin that YOu want him..Yea right he wishes. lol. Ugh im bored!! I actually went to sleep EARLY last night. and i feel so much better now haha. I felt so sick last night ugh i thought i was gunna DIE! lol Ok moms home Im gunna go ill see u in a few haha byeee
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2004-08-05 15:40
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haha o man. i felt so bad for that kid that came in :(. but the icecrewam man dude.. wow.. that was def. the funniest shit alive.. :). ttyl.. <3 Cass (Reply to this) (Thread) |
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