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yea so this week was upsetting..my SECOND bestest friend in the whole world..lies to me to my fuckin face about her and my brother doing sh*T. and then my brother tells me oh by the way rachel kissed me like 387489274 times. and she tells me she loves me too.. wtf ok u stupid bitch i cant believe u could lie to me about that sh*t. sayin oh i would never do that to u and ew i would never kiss him! right..then when he starts tellin me all this sh*t shes like well i didnt want u to know bout it and i didnt want u to get mad at me then all this sh*t that shes been lYing about for MONThs starts coming out. WTF. i hate sluts and LIArs. god. out of every guy..u havta pick my brother and then make out with ur supervisor on top of that...ughh!! i hate you yet i love you soooo much! u meant EVErything but i guess i ment NOTHIng to u. even writing this is makin me cry and i dont even wanna think about this shit nemore cuz it only hurts more. i miss you so much but i dont care cuz u hurt me so bad..and u cant even apologize. well im done with this. fuck you
*CaRo*
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CArolyn you dont understand..i tried apologize..but you didnt wanna hear it, and i dont blame you. but im sorry, im reallly sorry. and i love you and YOU KNOW YOU MEAN SO MUCH TO ME. carolyn i dont kno wtf im gnna do without you. you dont even kno..i kno i fucked up. but i didnt want you to get all mad. but i shouldve told you in the first place, cuz im sure it wouldnt have been as bad as this.. and im sooo sorry. you're my BFFL no matter WHAT. and i just wanna let you kno i AM sorry..for EVERYTHING. and no matter what, ill ALWAYS be your best friend..and ill always be here for you. and i love you so much. and i miss you already. and you mean so much to me..our friendship means soooooooooo much to me. and i kno its kinda hard to believe that right now but it is true you mean EVERYTHING to me. carolyn omg! please forgive meeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee. i cant stand not being friends with you. all the fun times we had..like when we went to AC and stayed out till like 5am and then when we used to make up all those songs..and when we would walk to BK like every damn day. and last summer when we spent basically EVERYYY day together. and new years eve.. and when we went to the mall with alex and bought $8 of candy and he ate it all..and ugh. i cant even think about it. just yea..im gunna go i guess ill ttyl. bye
xoxo
ilu
rachel
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