Willa Ford (xo_willa) wrote, @ 2003-08-18 09:27:00

Current mood:

gloomy

*slowly lets my eyes drift open smiling feeling chris' arms around me. looks around the room confused at first as to why we're in the guest room, but then remembers everything from the night before. sees the note next to me and picks it up reading it. closes my eyes again and bites my lip slightly holding back tears. sets the note on the bedside table then turns slowly in chris' arms trying not to wake him. runs my hand over his head, the stubble growing out. starts to whisper to him in his sleep*
I love you. I love you more than anything, more than life itself. There is nothing in this world I wouldn't do for you. Please don't take the blame for what I did to you. It will only make me feel worse about the pain i caused you. *kisses his forehead* i love you too much to ever do that to you again. *sighs when i hear lily start to fuss then kisses his forehead again and slips out of bed going to our room and putting on my robe then going and getting Lily out of her crib sitting in the rocking chair and feeding her* shhh baby, daddy is sleeping.

	chriskeeto 2003-08-18 12:45 (link)
	*murmurs and frowns slightly in my sleep, feeling around in the bed. opens my eyes slowly and looks around for you. calls* baby? come back to bed (Reply to this) (Thread)

	xo_willa 2003-08-18 12:48 (link)
	*hears you calling and walks back to the guestroom still feeding lily* i'll be back in a minute. shes almost finished. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	chriskeeto 2003-08-18 12:51 (link)
	*looks up and smiles at you two* ok *yawns and pulls the covers up higher* hurry up angel, daddy's cold without mommy to warm him up (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	xo_willa 2003-08-18 12:56 (link)
	*rubs her back softly then puts her on my shoulder to burp her taking her back to her room and laying her in her crib then stopping in Christophers room where hes still sleeping before going back to bed. kisses you softly as i curl up into you* good morning. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	chriskeeto 2003-08-18 13:19 (link)
	*kisses you back, hugging you to my chest* morning beautiful...did you sleep ok? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	xo_willa 2003-08-18 13:22 (link)
	mmmhmmm. i slept good. i noticed you got up at least once, did you sleep ok otherwise? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	chriskeeto 2003-08-18 13:27 (link)
	yeah *nods* i've been sleeping ok *snuggles my face into your neck and kisses it gently* (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	xo_willa 2003-08-18 13:51 (link)
	*rubs your back softly* good. i like when you sleep. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	chriskeeto 2003-08-18 14:09 (link)
	*smiles softly against your skin* i like when you make me tired before bed (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	xo_willa 2003-08-18 14:20 (link)
	*laughs softly* how about i go make us some breakfast and bring it up here? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	chriskeeto 2003-08-18 14:24 (link)
	*kisses your neck again* ok but hurry back (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

xo_willa 2003-08-18 15:23 (link)

*kisses you and slips out of bed putting my robe back on* i'll be right back *goes downstairs and gets a tray filling it with fruit, juice, toast, cereal, milk, and bowls then heads back upstairs stopping in Christophers room on the way to check on him, finding him climbing out of his crib* Excuse me Christopher. *laughs when his eyes get wide as he drops to the floor. Holds my hand out for his and brings him into the guestroom* It seems we have an escapee on our hands. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	chriskeeto 2003-08-18 16:06 (link)
	*grins and sits up some* hey lil' man, here to ruin daddy's action? *scoots over to make room for you both* come snuggle with us (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	xo_willa 2003-08-18 16:12 (link)
	*sets the tray down on the bed and climbs back in* it seems christopher alan kirkpatrick jr. has figured out how to climb out of his crib. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	chriskeeto 2003-08-18 16:18 (link)
	uh oh *wraps my arm around him and gives him a hug, kissing the top of his head* what do you think you're doin' climbin' outta your crib? *grins when he bounces and grabs my ear dada!* (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	xo_willa 2003-08-18 16:26 (link)
	*picks up a piece of banana and holds it out for christopher* does that mean you are avoided the subject christopher or are you telling me that dada taught you that? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	chriskeeto 2003-08-18 16:32 (link)
	*tries to pry his fingers off then shrugs and lets him hold on, grabbing some banana for myself* wasn't me (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	xo_willa 2003-08-18 16:34 (link)
	well i dont know does that mean we need to buy him a big bed already? aren't most kids older when they get a big bed? like 2? *grabs a bowl and pours myself some cereal and starts eating picking out a soggy piece and giving it to christopher to eat* (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	chriskeeto 2003-08-18 17:46 (link)
	yeah they are *nods* we'll just get him a bigger crib, he's too little to have a big bed yet (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	xo_willa 2003-08-18 18:01 (link)
	*gives christopher a spoonful of soggy cereal* one with big high security gates, right? *tries not to laugh when he screams no spitting cereal everywhere* Christopher no... (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)