| Current mood: | calm |
| Current music: | Nickel Creek - Somebody More Like You |
I just dont know...
Things are going really well with my education, finally! Yet, I am still finding myself more and more.. for lack of a better word depressed. I am smoking now, WHICH I never have done before... I mean like actually buying ciggerettes. It is comforting in a way for some reason, like I dont have anything else to hold on to so smoking fills in? Anyway, I am stoping just threw out a half a pack. I like my white teeth. Not to mention being healthy.
UGh, I am just (for the first time) focused on work. I miss close friends, also the idea of loving a girl (having that connection.)
So, I geuss I just dont know what to do. I work at a call center three days a week and the rest I am at school. Blah blah blah. Well almost time to go home and study physics.
"blanket, matches and this pain in my chest"
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