|Current mood:|| numb|
|Current music:||The Used-Blue and Yellow|
Rather Waste Some Time With You
so fri...we wont even dicuss our game...but i went over Leah's and we got ready showered...ya know the deal and went to Trevors. that was alright..i was just tired. next fri Leah Lyndsay and i are going to the movies? idk. so Chris brought Leah Lyndsay and i home. Lyndsay seems like a very nice girl. saturday Justine slept over and we were supposed to hang out with Shack-o but Justine was too tired and fell asleep. today i worked and shopped. tomorrow is a night game. awesome. well maybe if we'd actually win for once. w/e. im trying to finish my spanish project after i lie down for a bit and then get in bed early for my game tomorrow...maybe then ill feel better..cuz im not feeling to hot right now..or to good mentally...i sound so fucked up right now...im stfu now..
for some reason something has (ha something well one thing in particular i guess then) been bothering me more than usual. i wish i could erase this memory...but i guess i cant. i wish i could change things..but again..i cant. i want a bf too. i kinda am intrested in someone but i know nothing would happen..i know hed be so good for me. well i guess i cant say intrested...idk the right word. i feel so MIXED! ah! w/e im outie
"Well, you're never gonna find it if you're looking for it.."
-last thought-so true-so i'm gonna try and let everything find me-not only a bf and maybe someone..uhm..yeah
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