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Precious Suicide (specialcookie14) wrote in xgravexwisdomx,
@ 2004-02-21 00:19:00
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    Current mood: depressed
    Current music:into pieces

    Anything Better
    Inside I feel my heart breaking
    Deep within, I feel my soul shattering
    I felt the shards cut through my body
    The pain shot through my veins
    As I cut along the lines
    Tearful words emerged
    All which I knew were true
    I fell for you
    Like I always do
    I’m powerless against you
    Can’t you see I hate this?
    I hate the way I love you
    How I trust you even though I shouldn’t
    How I turned my back on the ones that care for me
    Just to be with you
    Just to touch you
    Just to love you.
    I hate the way I need you
    The way I can’t breathe without you
    The way I cry when you don’t call
    When I’m alone
    Like I always am
    Like I always will be
    I hate the way you lie to me
    You take advantage of my feelings for you
    All I do is watch silently and cry
    I cry for all the times I’ve needed you
    I cry for all the lies you’ve told
    I cry for all the hurt you made me feel
    I cry for all the nights I couldn’t sleep
    I cry for all the disappointment I’ve caused you
    I cry for all the cuts I made
    They bleed as I stare
    I can feel it
    I can feel the darkness
    I can feel it claming me
    Taking me away
    I won’t fight
    Just give in
    Anything is better than this



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hell yeah
(Anonymous)
2005-02-03 14:55 (link)
DUDE YOU ROCK THIS POEM DESCRIBES EXACTLY THE WAY I FEEL IN THE RELATIONSHIP I AM IN!!!!!!!!!!! YOU ARE AWESOME>>> TOODLES< TASHA

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