| Current mood: | pissed off |
| Current music: | Marilyn Manson- Doll Digga Buzz Buzz Ziggity Zag |
*Kicks random things*
Today was fuckin' hell, you know that? Yesterday, i got bitch slapped by my momma for backtalkin', hard enough to make my gums bleed, and then today... oh, damn, I'm pissed about today.
We were sitting down to watch TV while we ate dinner, and I wanted to watch Spirited Away, I knew she'd like it, and I knew my sister liked it, but she didnt want to, so I was like, "Fine, what do you wanna watch?" and she was like "Whatevers on at 6." and I have no clue what was on tv, so I tossed the remote to her and told her to find it herself, and she threw the remote at me, (which really hurt, btw) and then we had a huge argument about how I was an ungrateful bitch and shit like that. We were yellin', and she said something about not being able to wait until I was out of the house, and I yelled at, "Well why don't you just get rid of me? You wnated to do it earlier in the year!" and she yelled back "I wouldn't give you the pleasure!" The only reason she keeps me around is 'cause my grandparents would be pissed, and they'd stop sending her money every month.
I'm sick of her treating me like shit, I'm at the point right now where it's either knock the shit out of her or my sister or runaway, and either way I end up in juvie. I dunno, would I rather be in there for assault or for runin' away? I'm seriously ready to grab my wallet, my CD's, and some other stuff and just takin' off. Don't know where I'd go, probably to Eddie...
Damn... I am just so fuckin' pissed...
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