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Anthony Mariano (xcrazymx) wrote,
@ 2003-11-21 16:28:00
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    It starts...

    Overview

    Yeah, so I'm finally doing this. I'm not even sure if people still do live journals, but I'm THAT bored right now. I'm sitting here at work checking my e-mail every half hour out of boredom, so I'm trying to find other ways to kill some time. Yeah, so we'll see how long this lasts. Anyway, I guess I should start with how my life is right now. I guess it's okay overall. I just wish it was moving in the direction I would like it to. Those that know me, know that music is my passion and at this time I don't feel like I'm doing anything with it. I've got a plan, but it keeps getting delayed and I'm finding it very frustrating. After school is over, time starts to move so goddam fast and I'm still having a problem grasping that. I feel like I'm doing nothing with my life except working and somehow I'm still poor. I feel like such a waste most of the time.


    Friends

    Now comes the real fun- my friends. I love my friends... in fact, I love most people that I don't even know. I just wish we could all get along at the same time. There is so much drama with my friends, it's ridiculous. I get so tired of it. It goes back and forth almost every day. Exton Diner used to be so much fun, before I started mixing friends. If I had to do it all over, I would never have done that. It was going fine for a while, to the point where we would spend all of our free time together. I could always count on someone being at the diner to talk to. Now everything has fallen apart so badly, it hardly seems worth it. I really have no one else to blame but myself for all of this.


    Work

    Work is going well, but it's just not interesting me anymore. It's easy and when it's slow, I can just waste away on the internet, like I'm doing now. I just would rather be spending my time doing something worthwile. Sam Goody is much better now that it's a part-time job. It's funny how much of a difference that it actually makes. I'm just dreading next month. The mall stays open til 11:00 and I'll be there til 1:00 with work at 8:30 the next morning. I've actually been doing much better overall getting to sleep earlier. I go to bed around 1:00 now, instead of 3:00. I try and set good habits and this is what happens.


    Music

    Again, my passion is music. I just can't wait til I can actually start my project. I just need to keep saving, which is getting harder with Christmas next month. I can only pray it's gonna be worth it. If this fails, I have no other options.


    Currently listening to...

    Ministry's Greatest Hits


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don't blame yourself
(Anonymous)
2003-11-29 21:14 (link)
don't blame yourself for you frineds not getting along youe know who the real person to blame is i'm just not going to drop any names. i love you anthony

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biggreenmonstr
2003-11-30 02:03 (link)
welcome to my world...the real magic happens on livejournal.com/users/biggreenmonstr

ps.

call me more often and we'll start another diner revolution.

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tommy2683
2003-12-02 21:34 (link)
i thought for a second that this was ian's sn, i had to do a doubletake. why would ian look for magic in jesse's LJ??

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