Xander (xan_man) wrote, @ 2003-01-24 17:37:00

Current mood:	chipper
Current music:	Blink 182

Ramble...
Opening up to Dawn like that, talking to her about everything, made me feel so good. No one will know it like me and her. No one is watching me and she thinks no one is watching her either but I am. ::laughs:: I see her every day and I saw her face when she thought she was the slayer. I was watching her. For the first time in a long time I saw her ::sighs:: and to see her and how she has grown made me feel great. She's gonna have guys lined up by the time she is my age.

"You’re not special. You’re extraordinary."

I told her that and her face lit up. It was great. I didnt just say that to make her feel better either. It's true she is extraordinary. I know why she feels left out all the time. She thinks everyone just sees her as 'Buffy's little sister' and that's not true. I didn't mean to go all soft on her but sometimes it feels good to get away from the old tellin-joke-always-have-to-be-funny-Xander. Then I just went right back to joke-ful Xander talking about how I needed a cape.

I looked at my post a while ago and it said I was lonely...huh, I don't feel so lonely anymore. Oh man, I'm getting mushy. ::sniffs:: What's that?...uh oh, I have to go, I smell burning the food. ::looks into kitchen:: It's Dawn. ::logs off and smiles as he heads to the kitchen::

b_summers 2003-01-25 15:14 (link)

Dawn's cooking? *she raised an eyebrow* Scary. You and Dawn are not nobodies. You are seen. It was you that saved the world from...evil veiny Willow, not me. And I'm the Slayer. Xander's getting mushy now? *she got a half-amused look on her face* You're not "expected" to be always-cracking-a-joke, Xand. *she smiled a bit* Anyway, I'm glad you had that talk with Dawn. Seeing as I didn't know about her Potential-experience until afterward. [[*lurk,lurk,lurk*]] (Reply to this) (Thread)

	xan_man 2003-01-25 17:05 (link)
	yah but who likes all 'sit-down-we-need-to-talk-Xander'? Yah and go me with my mouth saved the world. ::raises eyebrows:: Yah... (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)