Oh i know what i can whinge about! There's been 3 pple in the past 2 weeks that have had parties and all my have been invited sept me... that made me feel like a piece of worthless shit... so ye hanyway friday night lauren had a party and she had about 15 pple apparently. well i thought i could compensate for not being invited and have a better time then them without them. so i planned to drink with simon...but mum didnt get home till 8pm so i didnt get to go over till 9pm. we still drank but by the time i got there i didnt really feel like it. So while all my friends were at laurens i sat at home by myself. yippee...
Simons mate matt is having a party this friday night. so yeh i'll hopefully have a better time this weekend.
i wish i had more friends. or at least more friends that i can be close to. i feel really lonely. like amelia is always there for me but she has so many other close friends so i can't always hang out with her. theres not really anybody else that i can always rely on.
i think even my friends look down on me. none of them do what i do. they dont drink and they dont have sex. like if i tell amelia i got pissed on the weekend she'll just be like "oh ok". they dont like what i do for fun.
Stay cool kids.
over and out
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