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.. it never ends
yesterday was the worst day. it kinda sucked at school but wen i got home from work it was just completely fucked up. the first thing my mom told me wen i walked in the door was "we're moving" . that just came out of nowhere. yea, i knew my mom nd stepdad went out lookin at houses but they always told me they'd wait till i graduate. well i guess they changed their mind. idk, i just spent like 2 hours crying over it. but i can't do anythin about it so no use for crying. so then i just talked to some of my friends. that was hard. these are the ppl who were here for me for most of my life. how can i just get up nd go? so yea, we'd move in january or around there. but thats only if everything works out as planned. there still is a chance that we wont move. or not at least rite now. so i still have my hopes up. and even if we do end up moving - i'd be able to finish this year in sayreville. but next year i'd have to start in jamesburg. its not that far so its good. only 15 min away from here. but once you dont go to school here, it all changes. idk. i guess i'll see what happens.
<33 Justyna Alexis
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2003-11-14 16:14
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yea i didnt actually find out from you i found out from kate. it kinda sucked because i was like the last person to find out and you are one of my only best friends. im sitting here crying just thinking about it. i sat home crying all yesterday too. moving is just horrible for me. all my best friends move ex: missy and amanda. thats why i cry about it because i know that im not gunna see you as much and it hurts. and i dont care if you made new friends this year who are more important than me because i will always love you, we have been through it all! and i mean ALL. sitting in mrs. visoJEW's class talking about boy problems and getting caught cheating on mr. beam's homework. haha we got yelled at from mr beam by that. and when i met you in 6th grade. and you told me to go out with jon haney because you wanted to break up with him and i was like no hes gross haha. and i sat with u at lunch and i thought i was so cool because you and kate were so popular. whoa feels like forever ago. and 7th grade we had gym together. which had to be the best gym period ever. we used to make fun of kate all the time but she knows we love her <33. but last year was by far the best. homeroom, beemster's, kerstetter's, and stravalacci's. we had a blast. writing notes to eachother everyday in beemster's class and not doing any of his work and just copying off of palak's papers. getting in trouble for talking. how much mr beam love us. JAN MANAGOBIN! and MMM glucose - or something like that haha. we would always be like - we miss jan! and labs were fucking awesome we were always partners for disections. and every animal we name sparky or spunky. the worm when the black stuff came out haha. and ripping the frog apart. and taking a picture with mr beam while we were drunk from the night before. crazy ass times <33. sleepovers wow dont even get me started. fucking walking down my stairs with 100 mikes hards in my backpacks and telling my mom that you had to pick up your clothes. that was the night of graduation. and you peein all over yourself and we peed like 1,000 times. omg we were so drunk. we didnt even go to sleep we just went to school the next day without food and with major headaches. formal night was insane too. getting wasted and falling all over the place haha <33 and summer had to be the best. i was with you so much. skinny dipping at nick's pool and fucking swimming drunk. we made bay breezes and fucking walked while drinking. crazy shit. then getting high off our ass that night and drinking all the 43. rolling down that hill near missy's house and you almost fighting with a tree lmfao. then passing out in like the middle of the street and hearing a fucking dolpin wow we were messed up. and me sleeping over your house downloading like 100 songs and singing them at the top of our lungs. and never going to sleep that night. aww that was great. wow we have had some intoxicated nights. but they wouldnt be the same without you. your my sister. i love you to death no matter what. even if we drifted a little this year its alright because i just love you even more. and i realize how much i miss u. I LOVE YOU TINA!
tina and lyssie best friends forever <33
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2003-11-14 20:00
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ma-ma-ma-my alyssa! (those great 80s songs. my sherona)
im sorry i didn't tell you. i didnt kno how to. i couldnt imagine myself iMin you nd saying " oh yea, by the way, im moving" .. it would just be too hard. i was gunna tell you today but you already found out. nd no, you werent the last person to find out. aw, sweetheart - its gonna be alrite, dont cry. i kno you wont see me as often, but im not gonna live as far away as amanda + missy do. LYS, no one is ever more important than my best friends. especially you. nd yes, we did go thru it all. we had some crazy days + even crazier nights. dont ever forget that. those r the memories that r gonna stay with us forever, no matter where i am nd no matter where you are. i love you to death. i can't promise that we wont drift apart, but i swear to God, im gonna try my hardest not to let that happen. i'd miss my lyssie too much. wow, i remember the day i met you 2 .. at lunch wen u used to sit with melissa nd them. HA, i always thought i was so cool cuz you were popular. lol . gym was great. we owned that class. nd mr. beams class - holy shit. i couldnt even start to count how many times you made me laugh to the point that i was about to piss myself in there. one day, i will meet Jan. OH MY GOD, lab will never be the same. i swear u are the best lab partner ever. nd i will miss sparky/ spunky dearly. i remember the time we shoved the tool up the frogs anus. wtf. that was soo wrong but i wish we took a picture. lmfao. wow, dont even get me started on graduation night. dEF. gotta do that again. im kinda happy we only had mike's that nite cuz i would not have made it to school the next morning.
.. lmfao - lets not talk about how many times we pissed that night.. ahemm.. i still gotta get the rest of the pics from allison. nd at lunch - oh god, bagels never tasted as good as they did after a night of drinkin nd not eating. man, i still have those 80's songs. i can't even listen to them cuz ill start crying just thinkin of the great times we had. im so greatful that i met you cuz you are by far the best person on this whole planet. nd i love you soo much. forever nd ever nd ever.
TINA <3 ALYSSA for life + beyond.
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2003-11-15 12:58
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WOW this is gunna be the worst thing that ever happened to me...your moving, i dont kno wut im gunna do about this baby ever since the end of 8th grade for me its been amazing some much shit we went through maybe not as much as ur other friends but from the crazy nights at my house hahahah to party at pool house lol i dont kno ur the best n i love u alot ur just one of those really nice people who would help me out wit shit no matter wut the subject lol haha we have gotten closer this year from last year n i was hoping it would stay that way or maybe get even closer cuz i reallly did like ya this year until liz came but even then i still had feelings for you cuz ur just plain the best everrr but now thats gunna change...:( from your smile to ur crazy jokes n hot body (hahah) im really gunna miss u alot n its gunna be a big effect on my life. i really do appreciate u been such a great friend that u are, n that night i sat there before i went ta bed thinking about this n it really made me sad i just liked ta say thankyou for everything n i REALLY gunna MISS YOU, i could ramble on about SO MANY GREAT things about you but my Keyboard might break....lol so i leave u now n i REALLY REALLLY LOVE you alot~!!!!!!!!!!!! n im GUNNNNA MISS YOU EVEN MORE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! SwEEtHeArT + DaNdEE DaN BFFL! (Reply to this) (Thread) |
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2003-11-18 19:34
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yo. reading those comments brought a tear to my eye =`( and i didnt even read all of them. moving is gay i remember moving a lot when i was little, at least 8 tiems. my parents wanted to move again but they got deported for tax/other document fraud, so im moving to NY to pursue my dreams of hussling, but not til i drop out of school first. btw, Jamesburg is filled with hicks and crack heads its not a wise choice to move their unless you want to throw your life away in the gutter. you waouldnt want that so tell your parents. gl to you if you move
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2003-11-19 16:43
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i only have 1 thing to say... u break it u buy it (prices will be jacked up 3x) (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread) |
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