roo (x_carrymeaway_x) wrote, @ 2004-02-15 17:57:00

Current mood:	crushed
Current music:	Alk 3 - Goodbye Forever

who hasn't updated in a long time. *raises hand* me... sorry kids, it's just... i dunno.

anyways.. i've been mucho depressedo lately... it's been really hard to even get out of bed lately and its pathetic, everything is bringing me down and this is horrible. i hate feeling like this. i hate it so much..

i broke down last night... like, i really broke. i hurt myself and i dissapointed my best friend and i didn't mean to.. and i know she might be reading this.. so.. I'm sorry, Sarah.

my valentine's day was good... but the night... fuckin' horrible. it was the worst ever... and i'm sorry to all of you that i pissed off.. because i know a lot of you are mad at me right now.

many of you for different reasons, but Sarah's the one who i really care about hurting right now.. because she's the only one who's mad at me for a really serious reason... and i didn't mean to hurt/dissapoint her.

aesh kjhgsdjv gjbqwfkj sldkvh lo

i just.. i don't even want to be updating right now... it's so pathetic how i got. fuck man..

i have to go..

later

	x420babiix 2004-02-15 18:08 (link)
	Thats how I've been for awhile too =/ it feels like I have AIDS or something cuz all i wana do is sleep. im like avoiding all my friends in order to get more 'rest time'. urgh. I dont know what happend on your valentines' day NIGHT... but I hope it gets better.. (Reply to this) (Thread)

	x_carrymeaway_x 2004-02-16 00:14 (link)
	it's horrible.. really, really horrible. i hate it. i hope you get better (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	so_x_impossible 2004-02-19 21:18 (link)
	this is pretty random, and idk if you remember me but i was kisses68? idk i went back to that blurty for one reason or another and i went to your journal and its great. i love the layout. and that song along the side. what is that anyway? well, add me if you like.. see yaa (Reply to this) (Thread)