| Current mood: |  depressed |
| Current music: | ..Dashboard Confessional-"Am I missing".. |
i push everything that's good away...
Oh my god...i feel like the devil. i got a morman person drunk!!!!!!! i dont know what to do or say to her or her parents. i had to bring her home and explain to them how drunk she was. and she hit her head on a rock and got a concussion so she had no idea what was going on. and i still have her phone so i'm sooo scared to go to her house and be like heres her phone.....yeah shes gonna be grounded for quite a long time, and i will never be able to hang out with her ever again. i feel like crying, but i also feel like she did this to herself. i can't make the decisions for her. and her parents tried to blame me for her being drunk. and i was just like whatever....i'm so lost, she was such a good friend..and i lost her because of alcohol. see, this is why i do not drink. :-D
anyway..
so theres a boy i've been crushing since like january, and i went to our schools valentines dance with him, its like a sadie hawkins BS sorta thing...so i asked him...
well i finally kissed him last night....we made out prob like 10 times hahahahahah. shhh keep it on the DL because his girlfriend is our principals daughter...yes girlfriend...i was like "john dont you have a gf" and he goes "don't worry i've liked you since the dance" and i was like, "meh..good enough for me!"
hahahaha. thought i'd tell you because i'm so happy i have liked him for a long time...
wow i feel like i'm in middle school again.......
well i'm gonna go and cry about getting my friend fucked over....
SHE PUKED ON MY PANTS!!!!!!!!!! and she had to pee and i had to take her pants off, and saw everything i have never wanted to see on my friends...her vagina LOL!!! and i had to make her pee!!!! AND she kept putting her hand in her puke and shit...it was sick. i had to stick my fingers down her throat to make her puke!! blah....
ashley
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